I LOVE KENKEN!

2009-05-13T20:37:00.003+08:00

2009-04-10T20:48:00.002+08:00

God, this blog is old.

280109

2009-01-28T21:04:00.002+08:00

Wow. It's been some time since I used blogger. I'm not very sure which I prefer. Blogger of livejournal.

Yeah, anyway, just a quick post to create that feeling of nostalgia. :)

Just a quick brief on how I've been doing, if you haven't been reading my livejournal.

I'm a more emo person now. I'm still happy but as usual, I don't have friends in school but I'm happy. :) I've been spending more time with my family instead and well, all's going well I suppose.

I hate school even more now and often, I try to get my mom to let me skip it.

I have no idea why I'm still typing when no one reads my blog or my journal anyways. Ah, I'm going to forget this shit.

271198 - Livejournal

2008-11-27T19:12:00.002+08:00

Hey guys, will be using Livejournal for a while. Just wanna see which one works better with me, blogger or livejournal.

http://t-rickster.livejournal.com

Yeah, will be updating there from now on, pictures and all, so go there and give comments yeah
^^

After a while, if I feel I prefer blogger, I'll let you know. For now, this blog is out.

261108

2008-11-26T23:48:00.003+08:00

Prefect camp was awesome. Unfortunately, while playing "vertical limit"(i hate that game...because...), I bruised my spine again. At first, it was okay, but just like...abut fifteen minutes ago it started hurting like hell...(thus my reason for hating the game. THE KNEE JOINTS OF THE PERSON I'M LYING ON ALWAYS HITS MY TAILBONE!)

Because of this, I won't be able to go for tomorrow's prefect camp. Shit it to hell. It was so fun, too.

Well, I could use this time to catch up on my writing and biographies...

It's about time to go sleep soon. I'm tired...

Close-up on a fox in Hokkaido. They're surprisingly tame, except for one which always picked fights with others. I'll be putting its picture up next time. Ironically, it's the most beautiful one too, the one that doesn't look like the fighting type.

Anyways, this fox tends to remind me of Ryan. The emo-ness. XD

Oh my, it'll be tomorrow in about 3 minutes.

なんで？

～ベル

251108

2008-11-25T20:51:00.003+08:00

...Jeremy, I hate you.

He crashed my computer. Yes, Jeremy(Ayrton's friend, if you've forgotten) has been coming around for the past few days or so. He (unintentionally) installed something called "Cheating Death" for Counter Strike.

Anyways, when I woke up the next day and turned on my computer, everything changed. My wallpaper, my theme, my icons all gone, and shit, some of the musicals too.

I was pissed off.

Then I was happy, my mom said maybe I could get a new phone! The same phone that Ayrton and I both want. Which I asked for first. So my mom said we could both have it. So why is it that when it is I who asked it for it first, have to wait until January to get it while Ayrton gets it immediately?

I was pissed.

Jeff Dunham helped. ^^

Anyways, now peicing my computer back again. ^^ Tomorrow is prefect camp. Not overnight camp, though.

Anyways, how is it I get so many views but not as many tags? Ahem. XD

おやすみ！！

I'll be posting pictures of my previous Hokkaido trip, to relieve memories! (●^ω^●)

Look how tame the wolf is!!

じぶんはケンケンをあいしてます。

231108

2008-11-23T23:15:00.002+08:00

...I can't breath...because I'm laughing too much... XD

Just finished laughing with my brothers and Jaslin. Was playing an innocent game of UNO. Then we kept cracking jokes and laughed until my stomach hurt. Then I had to do a forfiet.

Afterward, while playing one last round, my dad was out on the couch and was sleeping. That was fine. Until the snoring started.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

"*while laughing* I wonder if that's natural..."

"Belle, you bastard!"

"I seriously think he's awake! I mean, I can't even snore that loud even if I tried!"

Ayrton: *the finger but still laughing*

"Can someone get me a clip?! I want to clip his nose!"

"Belle, shut up!"

On the whole, we just kept laughing. During one of the loudest snores, Ayron tried to run away, I wanted to forfeit the damn game and Ayrton pretended to kill himself with the scissors on the table. XD

It was down to Ayron and Ayrton when that happened. In the end, Ayron won the game and we started to escape. I can still hear my beloved Dad outside snoring. X3

...I wonder how Mom sleeps at night. XD

There's a prefect meeting tomorrow, damn. Oh wells...can't be helped.

We spent about, two hours on the whole, outside in the living room, playing cards. I kept losing at first but then I said it was retribution for me beating Jaslin in Snakes & Ladders a few minutes ago. XD ooh...LUCKY!

Alright, gotta go sleep soon. Only...I'M NOT TIRED! Shit

221108

2008-11-22T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today was Swiss' Open House and I think Drama Club did a good job. And let me just say, I LOVE OUR SWISS BAND! I also love the music genres Jazz and Rythm & Blues. Anyone kind enough to buy CDS of those for me? ^^

Then there was a briefing for the New Zealand trip in China Town so I left at12:30 instead of 2. Yeah.

I didn't do much today, yeah. Now enjoying a good, hot cup of tea. Hmm...warm and nice.

...love...these...two... *drool*

211102

2008-11-21T18:49:00.002+08:00

...I realize the differences now. I'm Niou face-to-face with people. Yagyuu, behind technology.

I just finished trying out the old winter clothes for the Hokkaido trip. I also accquired a brand new wind-breaker for the New Zealand trip too. I will be taking my dinner in about ten minutes. Until then, I hope to relieve myself of boredom by reading up fanfictions.

211108 - Cervical Cancer

2008-11-21T16:57:00.003+08:00

If there's one thing I really hate, it's people threatening me.

My mom still wants me to take three fucking injections to prevent cervical cancer. Here's the threatening part: She said she would uy everything new for us next year when we move, including a new laptop which is what I'm looking forward to the most. But now, she says if I don't take the injections, she won't get it for me. Neither will she allow me to buy it myself with my own money I earn with scrimping and saving. Bottom line, she's not letting me get a new laptop, whether its with her money or mine.

She can't take the cervical cancer treatments shots because she's already had sexual intercourse and she read from a pamphlet MONTHS ago that it is most effective between the ages of 12 - 16.

I'm 14 next year.

So, basically, if I agree to take the shots, she's gonna get me the best laptop in all of the land right now. I don't gotta wait until next year. And I will be prevented from cervical cancer for the rest of my life.

On the other hand, I will be taking three bloody shots where the needles are bloody big and it's gonna hurt like a bitch. Even though they say there's a cream that will numb my arm. Guess what? I tried the cream before and then put a penknife to the area, it still hurt. I could feel it.

More over, the chances of me getting it is only 20%. So, there's an 80% chance that everything will be fine.

I think I can honestly say right now, that the only way anyone will get me to get an injection is if it's compulsory or it involves saving someone's life. e.g., hold a gun to someone's head. Someone I know and then say that if I don't take the shots, they'll pull the trigger and BAM!

If it's someone I don't know, I still won't agree to it.

That's how much I fucking hate needles.

So I gave my mom an example. I asked her if eating three cockroaches would ensure she won't ever get cervical cancer, would she do it? And remember, there's only a 20% chance of it happening.

My mom didn't reply. She just said, "okay, okay! Never mind! Your choice!"

So screw the new laptop, I can live with this computer just fine. I'm not taking the shots.

And if you're thinking about how stupid I am for being like this right now, put yourself in my shoes. Same situation, different circumstances.

You have to do something you are bloody scared of so that you won't ever get cancer. You have to do it three times. It's gonna hurt, it's gonna be frightening. But there's only a freaking 20% chance that you will get cancer. To make it 0%, you have to do this thin three times.

There is an 80% chance that you'll be fine. Would you do it? Don't just say 'yes, I'll do it'. Really think about it. Because whatever you fear is to you, it's needles to me.

201108 - YAGYUUXNIOU!!

2008-11-20T20:40:00.004+08:00

This...is...the pairing I am helplessly in love with!! The Gentleman making the rice ball, the Trickster eating it. ^^

I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM!!

I LOVE THEM!

This is Yagyuu, the Gentleman. Second favourite character in PoT. ^^

TATATA!! MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER!!

Niou Masaharu, the Trickster of the Courts.

I was looking for some websites the other day on these two, and I read something about them being the ideal Pairing in PoT.

I MUST AGREE!

Oh yes, found another bat in the curtains in the hall. xD

191108

2008-11-19T19:31:00.002+08:00

...I'm tired. I have chills running down the back of my spine. Was watching Doomsday with mom and Jaslin and it is just too damn gory for me... My teeth are literally chattering right now. Not even halfway into the movie, I retreated back into my room.

Anyways, Faith and Reuben are back from Cebu! HEY YOU TWO! WELCOME BACK! ^^

Got school tomorrow. Darn. AT EIGHT IN THE FRICKING MORNING!!

Oh wells. Good night for now. ^^

181108

2008-11-18T13:04:00.002+08:00

...prodigy. That's what she called me. A prodigy in what, I ain't exactly sure. So I asked. She said everything. Coming from a woman at least ten years older than. Ten years more of experience and she calls me a prodigy.

Anyways, today, I'm glad I went for drama! While practicing on the stage with the curtains closed so the badminton club couldn't see us, by the side, there are 3 more curtains, all tied up. I heard some like... squeaking? coming from the middle one.

We got a stick and started poking it. we opened up one of the folds and saw a black rat. When we got the teacher, it wasn't a rat at all. It was a bat. A bloody bat bigger than my hand. It was so cute! A little scary but so cute!

We opened the closed curtains and once the light got in, it started flying about! All drama club members just squated down but the badminton club... HAHA!! They gathered together in one bunch before squating down all together! XD XD XD

Gotta go for Japanese lesson now. Blog again tonight if anything worth blogging comes up. ^^

181108

2008-11-18T07:46:00.002+08:00

...I'm tired. I don't want to go for CCA. I don't want to go for my Japanese lesson. I don't want to go out. I want to stay home. Home where I can work. Yes, a type of work that I actually enjoy.

Mainly reading and writing, learning a bit more Japanese on my own. I just wanna...be home.

I woke up at six today, so I could get in a few more hours of computer before I left for school. Now, I'm really considering not going. I just really don't like to go to school during the holidays.

Then I gotta rush home, eat my lunch and then head out again. And most probably, drama club is gonna keep us back for a while more, twenty minutes at most. Damn.

And I learned that I'm Amanda's group for CIP and I will have to sing to the children. I wonder what songs...

Yeah, anyways, off to go find more Niou and Yagyuu fanfiction. I love that pairing. The Trickster and the Gentleman. Have been on this pairing craze for about a month. THEY ARE THE ULTIMATE PAIR IN THE HISTORY OF PAIRS! Well, to me at least.

...

It's pure genius.

Konomi Takeshi, you are a genius. A GENIUS!

I love Niou and Yagyuu... Maybe I'll get a picture of them ^^

BUT THAT DOES MEAN IN ANYWAY THAT I LIKE RYAN, OKAY?! (Refer to previous post)

Now that I think about it...Ryan is no way like Niou. No fricking way. He's more like Hirakoba Rin. And why the Hell am I rambling when you all don't even know what I'm talking about?!

Ah, blasting off folks.

And why do they have to give Kawai Ryusuke a role in the musicals where he DOESN'T smile when he looks so much better smiling?

151108

2008-11-15T18:11:00.004+08:00

...sometimes I feel like the characters, Niou and Yagyuu with Ryan. He's Niou, I'm Yagyuu.

N: I changed?
Y: Who said that?
N: U know wat the Fuck i mean
Y: I have no idea what you are talking about.
N: "Somehow... Thts what belle said, you're nt so much of a JERK and nt as jumpy or something like that."
N: Speechless? Or?
Y: Hardly. I merely said you were in better moods.

...Niou, the rash, rude one. Yagyuu, also known as the Gentleman. ...bleh.

And sometimes I feel like Niou and Yagyuu altogether. Niou, the Trickster. Yagyuu, the Gentleman.

Sometimes, I feel like Niou and then I become really enthu and I wanna do crazy things like the pail over the door trick. Or put sleeping powder into the teachers' water. Or alcohol. Or steal people's shoes and put thumb tacks everywhere.

I feel like Yagyuu when...well, when my speech pattern changes. Or when I don't want to get into trouble. Then I start acting innocent. something like that, I think.

Anyways, i finally got off my lazy ass to go charge my camera and then transfer the photos. The two shots are of my tattoos for halloween. Not all, but most of 'em.

The first one I put on. The one that looks the most realistic too.

My arms. There were more on the underside. xD

141108 - Arthur

2008-11-14T19:35:00.002+08:00

I have come to the freakily weird (to me at least) cocclusion that I love hugs.

Warm, friendly hugs. =/

Yeah. Weird. Whatever. I realised that my one-year anniversary with my blog just passed three days ago. xD

KenKen updated his blog a few times recently. I just didn't check. Well, my blog is mostly dead but I suppose that's good. I can type all the real personal stuff here. For some reason, I can type all I want. Then after reading it after I posted, I go back and delete it.

This has in fact, happened more times than I can count. I started asking myself, why am I clamming up? I don't know why I'm posting this. I'll most probably go back and delete it anyways.

I suppose...I need some release. But it doesn't work if I erase it all again.

Let me say all the things I deleted. Summarized, of course. Most of them was about me appreciating this friend anyways. I mentioned him in my last blog entry, I think? Or the one before that.

Arthur. (connecticut)

Yeah, I love Arthur for being there.

Other posts were about...regret. The feeling I hated the most.

Anyways, that's about it. Oh yes, I was looking through some old emails. Some of e'm were short and sweet and some were long and thougtful. I took the the sweetest short one. Okay, maybe not the sweetest but amongst them. I couldn't post the others. They were too personal. XP

Anyways, this email is also to let you know a bit about how Arthur is like. Or at that time, he was 19john_doe91. It wasn't until my 12th birthday that he let me know his name. Although...I have a sinking suspicion that 'Arthur' is a fake name. Oh wells, I'll trust him.

By the way, devilking666 was another good friend of mine in GB. Maybe not as good as Dirge or Arthur, but good enough that I played two-on-two games with him as my partner. ^^

Salutations, trickster12. (my username in GB before)

are you well? devilking666 and i assumed only an illness would keep you away from gb for a week. do rest up and get well soon. is it headaches? get more sleep. is it a sore throat? keep away from snacks. is it muscle pains? press some hot tea on it, the heat will numb the area i'm told. is it a cold? no cold drinks. is it an upset stomach? sorry, but i don't have any remedies for an upset stomach. we, well mostly me, hope to see you online soon. rest up.

till next time, adieu.

19john_doe91.

That was Arthur. Sent on August 6th, 2006. In case you don't know, "John Doe" is what investigators call the victim if they do not have and identification. xD

121108

2008-11-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

I'm now using a Nokia. My mom came home, told me to lend my Samsung to my dad, because his own Samsung suddenly blacked out and he was used to Samsung. So I lent mine to him and took my Aunt's one. ^^

It's really not that bad. This model came out this year. It's black, slide phone and it's rather adequate, I'll tell you that.

Alright, just rambling here.

... 眼い... (nemui = sleepy)

xD a little bit of Japanese lessons put to use there... honto nemui...

Well, I suppose I should get to sleep now then!

おやすみ！(Oyasumi = good night) ☆

121108

2008-11-12T18:02:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired right now. I got one heck of a headache. Dammit...

The rain just stopped.

I love Arthur...

www.hotel626.com is a funny game.

lalalalalalala...

KenKen is so adorable here...

091108

2008-11-09T11:05:00.002+08:00

Had some fun with John last night. And from the way he types on MSN and from the way a certain someone types on my tagboard every now and then, you must know by now that John is in fact, only an alias. Shall not reveal his real name although it's bloody obvious. xD

If you know, please don't say, yeah? Keep this fun. ^^

Anyways, nothing much to do now. I'm bored. Gonna write some more. I finished a story last night. I like it. Might post it. By the way, I added a link to my links. The first one. 'Stories'. Yeah, it's my deviantart account. I finally decided to make use of my deviantart then just using it to browse for art. xD

So far, only one story in there. Based on basketball, yeah. Let me know what you think... One of the newest ones. I think about two weeks ago?

Chatting with Reu, John and XinYi right now. Abz too. ^^ YEAH HE'S COMING BACK IN FIVE WEEKS!

But I only have 2 days to meet him! Leaving on the 26th, morning I think?

YES! REUBEN! I AGREE WITH YOU! I SUPPORT JOHN TOO!

JOHN! GET BACK ON YOUR FEET! DON'T FEEL SORRY FOR YOURSELF!

Okay, gonna go...and...slack for a while. I'm sleepy...

081108

2008-11-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

(8:20 PM) Some ppl choose:
i fucking hate you knw
(8:20 PM) B: funny msn con:
i love u too bud
(8:21 PM) Some ppl choose:
BELLLLLLLLLE
(8:21 PM) B: funny msn con:
yes, john?
(8:21 PM) Some ppl choose:
DAMN YOU
(8:22 PM) B: funny msn con:
awww... U MISS ME?! I MISS U TOO!
(8:22 PM) Some ppl choose:
U SRE TESTING MY NERVE
(8:23 PM) B: funny msn con:
i am?
(8:23 PM) Some ppl choose:
YES
(8:23 PM) Some ppl choose:
SERIOUSLY
(8:23 PM) B: funny msn con:
'YES' YOU'LL BE MY FRIEND FOREVER?! AW IM SO TOUCHED!

081108

2008-11-08T19:59:00.004+08:00

Some funny conversations from today. ^^

(5:32 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
belle , can be a killer ? (:
(5:32 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
SHIT , fcuk , afk .
(5:32 PM) This is my story:
lalala
(5:33 PM) B:
...
(5:33 PM) B:
what do u mean "can be killer"
(5:33 PM) This is my story:
i HAVE no idea
(5:33 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
okay back .
(5:33 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
uh , JOHN HAS AN IDEA :C
(5:33 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
he don't want say nia .
(5:33 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
{i need help t kill john}
(5:34 PM) B:
...killing John?
(5:34 PM) B:
i wouldnt mind
(5:34 PM) This is my story:
lalala
(5:34 PM) B:
but then who would i ditch u with?
(5:34 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
STOP LALALA'ING :C
(5:34 PM) `♥.} XιичιBαвч ;:
i'm not going t go out with him lerhhh .
(5:34 PM) This is my story:
gd pt

(6:52 PM) This is my story:
hey shut up
(6:52 PM) This is my story:
i dare u say that to her
(6:52 PM) This is my story:
oh no
(6:52 PM) B:
u noe i was once a daredevil dude
(6:53 PM) B:
but i gave that up
(6:53 PM) This is my story:
but
(6:53 PM) This is my story:
ur not in church
(6:53 PM) This is my story:
So
(6:53 PM) B:
but now...i don't think i can resist a dare like that
(6:53 PM) B:
mmhm
(6:53 PM) B:
i'll take that dare
(6:54 PM) This is my story:
U SAID THAT TO HER?
(6:54 PM) B:
shut up
(6:54 PM) B:
im talking to her

(6:59 PM) This is my story:
oh come on it was an expression when i said i dare u to tell her
(6:59 PM) B:
too late

(7:01 PM) This is my story:
fuck you
(7:01 PM) This is my story:
damn you
(7:01 PM) This is my story:
bloody
(7:01 PM) This is my story:
GOD DAMN U TO HELL
(7:02 PM) B:
aw i love u too buddy!
(7:02 PM)
This is my story and your not a part of it is now Offline

Haha. I love chatting with John and Xin Yi. ^^ Yes, John is my age too ^^

And let me just say I love MSN Live PLUS

071108

2008-11-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

Blogging as I talk to Faith, Xin Yi and Ryan(Tin). Today was a looong day but I'm really just too lazy... XD Maybe tomorrow when I'm not so tired.

Hey, to YOU, you know who you are. Hey, thanks man. Though I knew you were just saying that, thanks for the effort. Makes me feel not so alone in this. The world would be a better place with more people like you out there. XD

More injuries and casualties, but overall, a much better place to live in. You're a nice guy when you want to be, despite what others say.

061108

2008-11-06T22:26:00.002+08:00

Attended 2nd Japanese Lesson today. Was cool. Met the other student ^^

Then attended my Aunt's BD (Blue Diamond) party. She was promoted!! Seeing the videos, the speeches which I could somwhat not understand because they were speaking chinese, it inspired me.

I was thinking, before my aunt got promoted, she already aimed for a Blue Diamond position and through hard work, she got it...

I felt something at that moment, I don't know what it was.

I mean, I know people keep saying, have a goal! But I didn't believe in such things because I had never encountered someone actually obtaining their goal until now. I'll admit, I do believe in hard work.

But I always thought there'd be an easy way out. It's just how I am.

But not anymore! Whatever goals I'll have in the future, I'll accomplish them!

Anyways, having another three people conversation with Ryan(Tin) and Xin Yi. Going out tomorrow after CCA with them. It's time I spent some time outside with friends. XD

This abstract reminds me of a tornado. A GLASS tornado.

041108

2008-11-04T23:33:00.002+08:00

Was tagged to do this quiz by Xin Yi. So, here I go.

What have you been doing recently?
-Slacking around at home.

Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
-No.

What happened at 10am today?
-I was sleeping.

When did you last cry?
-...can't remember.

Believe in fate/destiny?
-80% of the time.

What do you want in your life now?
-To be living in Japan.

Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
-Never been in one, but if I was in one, I don't think so...

Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
-Let's see...track pants, mine. Jersey, mine. Sweater over the jersey, mine. Nope, all mine.

What was the last movie you caught?
-The Coffin.

Does your crush know you like him/her?
-I don't have a crush on anyone. =P

Who always makes you laugh, without fail?
-Without fail? Um...Prince of Tennis actors. Especially backstage.

Do you speak other languages other than English?
-A bit of Chinese, a bit of Japanese.

Favourite websites?
-Deviantart.com, my blog, fanfiction.net

What are you doing tomorrow?
-Slacking. And then going for the Japanese make-up lesson at night.

What do you think you're like?
-Very violent. Sometimes a bit paranoid. Overly enthusiastic in company and dramatic, of course.

Who will you choose to die with?
-...you know, I honestly can't think of one person.

Where have you been today?
-Home, Jurong East, home.

What games do you often play?
-Naruto Shippuden on PS2, DJ Max on PSP and boxing on Wii.

Who are you missing right now?
-Can't say 'miss', coz I've never met him before; Lucifer.

If you had to choose between a friend and a lover, who would you choose?
-Depends on the situation.

What are you doing now?
-This quiz.

Which Primary School are you from?
-Lakeside Primary.

Name three colours you like:
-Blue, red, winter green.

What emoticon do you like to show?
-^^

What is your life to you?
-It's my life.

If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
-I will wait it out, like I always do. But if someone close to me asks, I will not hesitate in confiding in them.

Who did you last chat with on MSN last night?
-Ryan(Tin)

Who do you admire most?
-Dirge?

Which month were you born in?
-January

How are you feeling right now?
-Cold.

What time is it now?
-11:49PM

What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
-...

What colour do you use to dye your hair?
-It's not dyed now. But I dyed it red once.

Why are you doing this test?
-Because I'm bored and I don't want to sleep just yet.

What do you when you're moody?
-Curse and swear and then forget about it by watching the musicals.

At which age do you wish to get married?
-...no particular age.

Who is more important to you?
-...can't even think of one person, dammit.

If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?
-Kill people.

Who is the person you trust the most?
-Dirge, Chris.

Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
-...sometimes.

If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
-I'd know how to speak Japanese, and I'd be in Japan as once of the musical actors, making friends with all the others! Although, that's not possible because they don't have any girls in the musicals anyways.

What is your goal for this year?
-Learn Japanese.

Do you believe in eternal love?
-Yes.

What feeling to you love the most?
-I don't know what adjective to use for it exactly... But it's when I'll be in my freezing room, wearing a sweater, a cup of tea next to me. I'll be in front of the computer, typing away another story and also be listening to some songs from the musicals. And outside, it'd be raining. Heavily.

Do you really think it's Global Warming now?
-Yes.

What feeling do you hate the most?
-Regret.

You like doing quizzes?
-Most of the time, yeah.

Do you believe in God?
-Hey, I believe in Hell at least.

Who cares for you most?
-I'm not sure. Opening this question up to the readers. Not that I think there's anyone reading till this far though. XD

What do you think is the most important thing to you right now?
-My computer.

What will you bring when you fight?
-One-on-one? My wooden katana from Hokkaido and something to shield myself with.

What have you regretted doing recently?
-Not being able to be born in Japan instead.

What would do if nobody cared for you anymore?
-What makes you think there's a lot of people caring for me now, anyways? Not emo-ing, but seriously!!

What if your boyfriend two-timed you?
-Beat him up, seriously.

YAY! FINISHED WITH THE QUIZ!

041108

2008-11-04T23:07:00.002+08:00

There was drama today but I overslept and didn't go. XD

Heard there might be a drama camp in December. Anyways, today was supposedy my first Japanese lesson. Ryan(Tan) was supposed to come to my house at 1.20. But he came at 1.35 instead. He still had to take lunch. By the time we got there, it was 2.15. And we ran most of the way, mind you.

In the end, they wouldn't let us in because we were late. So, we'll have to go for a make-up lesson tomorrow night with some adults. It's at 7 and ends at 9. Then, my mom got the teacher to change the entire class timing from 2 to 2.30. So Ryan will have more time to prepare coz he still got school.

So, the entire Japanese class has to change this timing because of us. Well, mainly because of Ryan, but never mind. WHY CAN'T HIS PARENTS JUST LET HIM NOT GO TO SCHOOL?! PSLE IS OVER!

Haha...

Happy 17th Johnny!

Just thought of the New Zealand trip. Really can't wait. ^^

I'm the one who gets the curtain call.

110308

2008-11-03T21:43:00.003+08:00

An angel fell last night. You know?

"Do you know what's "keeping your anger in check"?"

"Yes, that's why I don't."

Keeping your anger in check is painful. You want to do so much, but you can't.

That's why I lash out everytime I'm angry.

Yeah, anyways...today, went out for a movie with Xin Yi and Ryan(Tin). Jian Hao was supposed to come, Xin Yi said. But he blew us off in the end.

"The Coffin" is one of the most horrifying movies I've ever watched...Dammit...

Then fooled around a bit at my house. Xin Yi is damn scared of Kino. XD

Ryan and I made her a drink for a dare.

Filled with:

-Milk
-Egg
-Dragonfruit juice (which tastes horrible...it's also known as G3 which I have to take every morning and night)
-Black sauce
-Soya sauce
-Whipped cream

Xin Yi took a sip and couldn't finish the rest. We had to trash it.

Finally got to share with Ryan the halloween treats and we went on a sugar rush.

021108

2008-11-02T18:37:00.002+08:00

Blogging from my aunt's laptop.

Was 'dragged' out by dad. Had a headache and wanted to stay home though.

This morning, went out with dad, mom, Ayron and Ryan(Tan) for breakfast. And last night, Ryan and I watchedWWE Raw again. He hasn't been watching for some time either. And I finally saw Shawn Michaels again. He hasn't changed a bit.

John Cena will be coming back soon. And one interesting piece of news... WWE has come further than any other television sitcom. Simpsons, Friends, Desperate Housewives... It will come to their 800th episode next Monday. Congratulations WWE!

Chris Jericho, still an on-screen jerk. I think the fans like he better as a heel then a good guy. Sane goes for Randy Orton.

Anyway, back to this morning, had breakfast, bought some books and DVDs. Came home, watched Room 1408 AGAIN! And then 200 Pounds of Beauty. The last time I watched the latter was after PSLE. One entire year.

Then used the computer for a while and now I'm here. Alright, should get off soon. Shouldn't monopolise my aunt's com. Blog again at home probably! ^^

311008 - Halloween

2008-10-31T22:35:00.002+08:00

Halloween was a blast.

But I must get something out of my system quick, it's blowing up my insides... It's about one of the last few houses I went to for the treats. At first, we were all tired, ready to go back. All of a sudden, I hear a scream in my ear and then a clown bounces in front of me, doing somersaults and all.

He somersaulted all the way over to a house. It...was...terrifying...

There was this big banner with a clown's face on it. It was like a...cabana. Everyone was screaming inside so Ryan(Tan) and I went to take a look. FREAKING SCARY!

There was a clown standing on this box and because he has on a mask, not paint, it looks so plastic, we thought it was a statue. Suddenly it moves and screams. Freaky...

Inside the cabana itself was this figure of a clown hung in front of a target, bleading. There was a head hanging on a hook too. The lights kept flashing on and off, it was difficult to tell what were real and what weren't. There was a tall guy, face paint, tall hat, giving out sweets.

"Happy hallo-WEEEEEEEN!!"

The 'weeeen' part went real high.

"Welcome to the circus! Muahahaha!"

He said it so freakyly.... HAUNTED CIRCUS!

It is, no doubt, the best halloween house I have ever been to and I most probably won't see another house like that for years. It was really scary! The guy giving out sweets was saying his lines in such an eery manner... brr... and the sound effects...whoa...

Can't get it out of my mind! It was mind-blowing!

I didn't get a picture of it though, cause my camera ran out of battery. But I will post my halloween costume up soon. ^^ Once I get off my lazy ass to actually charge the camera itself...

And of course, I got lots of caaaaandy!! ^^

301008 - Halloween

2008-10-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

Ain't she pretty?

Halloween is tomorrow! Can hardly wait! Finally going trick-or-treating again! Ryan(Tin) might be going. Ryan(Tan) is definitely going though.

Candy of all kinds, laughing at the decorations(because they're so ridiculously hilarious) and playing with the pet dogs we happen to pass by! It's at a place called Rose Wood Estate at Woodlands! Whole things starts around 6 or 7?

Haha! I can still see my cousin, Delia, in her pumpkin suit 3 years before!

Yay! Think I'll go scare some people tomorrow during school. Drama tomorrow too!

291008

2008-10-29T21:51:00.007+08:00

Auntie's Nancy shop, "Maxis" at Junction 8. She's the one in blue. ^^

Yes, got my hair cut today. Was bored so took photos. ^^

The above picture is with my fringe down completely. Before the hair cut.

Anyways, this was the drawing I was talking about a few posts ago. Terry "Tech" Thurston. Plain, I know. But that's what I like about. XD

Anyways, my hair is still the same as before except thinner and slightly shorter. ^^

Working out some kinks in some stories. Will post a link to my fanfiction.net account where you can read them to your heart content.

281008 - Longest Post Ever

2008-10-28T19:23:00.003+08:00

WARNING: This is going to be one of the longest post I've written in months. All about the careers I thought about before and the plans I have for now.

*PLEASE NOTE THAT IMPORTANT WORDS HAVE BEEN COLOURED

Watching the musicals over and over again, I must say that with each performance, the director never ceases to amaze me. Each performance is always better than the previous one. Each one is executed better than the previous one. Each one always makes me laugh and cry more than the previous one.

Dream Live 5th, by far, is the best DreLive I have watched so far. The venue is fantasic, the way they plan things is absolutely amazing, the costumes, wow...the script...fabulous... The lighting, the music... THE CHOREOGRAPHY! WWOOOOOOWW!!

The way they can make the crowd roar for more.

"Encore! Encore!"

The genuine excitement and happiness on their faces when performing.

Performer. Entertainer. Singer. Actor.

Whatever you wanna call them, one thing still remains; they are amazing.

I began wondering if I would ever be able to experience something like that. The negative side of me said there was no way. But the positive side of me told me that if they could do it, why couldn't I?

They had a passion for acting, enrolled in schools, performed in little skits and then made their way up. Why couldn't I do the same?

Some began as young as fifteen years old. Imagine that, 15-years old, already performing before thousands.

"0.0"

That was literally the expression I had when I found out.

Anyways...

And why is it that he can perform before thousands at that young, tender age? Because he was good at acting and also because they needed a talent like him. Aoyagi Ruito is an acrobat and 18 this year.

If he can do it, why not I, right? !! ^^ !!

Thinking about it, I have a lot of plans. Ryan(Tin) and I plan to go to Tokyo to study in the future. For me to do that, I'll have to pull my grades up. But going to Tokyo to study, means having to be able to speak and understand Japanese. Thus, my decision to learn Japanese. ^^

I love animals, as you all know. I've always wanted to find a place where I could help out and be close to animals; animal shelters. Relatives have suggested that I become a vet, I have considered it, but it means me studying medicines for few more years. And, uh... I really don't like studying. GUILTY AS CHARGED!

When I was younger, I wanted to go to San Antonio Texas to learn wrestling at Shawn Michaels' Wrestling School and then go on to become a professional wrestler. ...

I wanted to be an author, because at one point of time, I thought my writing was good enough. Thinking about it now, it really isn't. If I do pursue the dream to be a writer, I'll have to brush up on my English.

When I was 9, I had a habit of drawing out clothes from other designs. I'd usually have about 10 pictures of clothes on my table, then I take out some stuff from each and make one ultimate outfit. I was still a girly girl thinking about dresses, skirts, heels and all that. XD

I have given up on two of those dreams, realizing they were nothing more than just flings. Clothes don't really fascinate me that much now...and I haven't watched wrestling in about a little over a year.

I still animals and want to help at an animal shelter.

I still love writing.

I still love performing.

I will always have a soft spot for animals. =3 Just maybe not professionally.

I will always write. But that doesn't mean my writing will be good. XD

I will always love performing in front of an audience, especially if I can somehow make them laugh. =)

I usually thought that people on stage just looked at performing as their job. But after joining drama club, actually being on stage, actually making people laugh, I can say that there really is a satisfaction inside. ^^

But I'm scared, you know? I was planning on enrolling myself in those performing arts school. But I'm afraid I find out later that it was just another fling... I better look into this a bit more and think...

For some odd reason, I feel like crying right now. Whether it's cause I'm happy or upset, I'm not really sure. HA HA HA

My body is literally shaking right now. From laughter or because I'm keeping back the tears, I'm not sure. XD

Alright, I'll leave with this abstract I found this morning. Seems appropriate to me somehow...

281008 - Happy Birthday Jeremy!

2008-10-28T13:17:00.002+08:00

I'll be breaking my promise.

I'm not tired anymore.

Drama was...productive to say the least. We were working on our banner for the CCA Orientation. The sec ones went to research on some poems we could act out. We finally found one.

"I Love Orchard Road"

It went on desribing the highlights of Orchard road. Food, lights, shops, coke, yeah, we can act all of those out.

Didn't do much after on.

FINALLY topped up my EZ-Link card...

Nothing to do now.

Oh yeah, if he's even reading, happy birthday to Jeremy! Chiong for your dreams!

A new abstract I found this morning.

281008

2008-10-28T07:31:00.002+08:00

I...PROMISE you...the moment I get back from school today, I'm going to take a quick shower and plop down onto my bed.

There's CCA today. From 9 to 12.

Anyways, I went to bed at 11. But I was tossing and turning for God knows how long!

I was planning to wake up at 6 to get in some computer time. But I was just too damn tired so I ended up waking up an hour later. So, here I am.

And I'm damn tired, wishing CCA would start at a later time so I could get a few more hours of sleep to make myself decent.

Yawn. Big yawn.

I'm...tirreed...zzzzzzzzzzz....

One of my favourite abstracts. The artist said she was inspired when she pricked her finger and a drop of blood fell into her glass of water.

271008 - Burning/Tearing

2008-10-27T17:03:00.005+08:00

That, ladies and gentlemen, is the result of me burning my chinese papers. Apparently, Ernest and Guan didn't come over today. So I was bored. Then mom told me to clear out my old school stuff, causing me to stumble across my chinese file.

I then found a cardboard box, got permission from my mom and started burning them one by one in the toilet behind. It was fun and I was sorta chuckling subconsciously when I saw all the marks I got. 4/20. 10.5/50.

But then, mom complained that the smoke was too much. Soo...

I was then reduced to tearing the remainig papers apart. Including my mathematics worksheet as well. Look! My chinese workbook is in there!

A piece of chinese newspaper I found inside. I had to write a report about it. BUT NO MORE! HALLELUJAH!

And this is the overall mess of all the papers, useless workbooks all at the bottom. ^^

Today WAS a productive day after all. Can't wait to do it again next year. ^^

271008

2008-10-27T11:10:00.002+08:00

Ernest and Guan Yuan are coming over today around three. To collect the presents which I conveniently forgot to bring on the last day of school...

Yeah, anyways, was invited out to lunch by Dorothy for Wednesday, but dammit, mom says we might be getting our hair cut on that day.

And don't say, "Belle! Your hair so short still want to cut!"

It's getting long. Auntie Nancy said to see her every 2 months, it's been about 2 and a half months now, yeah. So, maybe getting my hair cut on Wednesday.

So, let's see what's my plans for the week. Monday, Ernest and Guan Yuan.

Tuesday, CCA, Ryan's cat.

Wednesday, hair cut.

Thursday, nothing. (yet.)

Friday, most probably will have CCA again.

Saturday, nothing. (yet.)

Sunday, nothing. (yet.)

Well, anyways, today is two of my characters' birthdays and I have dedicated myself to always write a fanfiction for characters on their birthdays. It's to help my writing, after all.

261008

2008-10-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

Ryan(Tin) got a new cat! 7 months old, name is Muffin! How adorable is that?? Might be going over to see it on Tuesday. Ryan says the probability is 60%.

YEAH! MUFFIN!

So...that makes it 3 cats and 1 dog...

Lucky dude.

261008

2008-10-26T19:48:00.002+08:00

Slacked. Boxed Wii for about an hour. Watched Iron Man DVD with mom.

Shao Fen requested to see one of my stories. While looking for a decent one for her to read, I realized I hadn't been writing in some time and most of them need re-writing(again).

Anyways, I'm working on a brand new story. Should be done by tonight.

I think this'll be one of the best for this year.

TAKAGI SHINPEI WHO PLAYED MOMOSHIRO TAKESHI. 3rd Generation Tenimyu actor.

He has a twin brother, Manpei. THE TWO LOOK SO FRICKING ALIKE I CAN'T TELL WHO IS WHO!

251008

2008-10-25T23:15:00.002+08:00

Happy 300th Post to me!

Can't believe this blog has come so far.

Went for a morning swim with my grandmother and cousins, Delia and Dayna. After that, Ryan(Tan) came over and we watched Death Note two.

The Wii is finally working again.

The kitchen light is on the blink.

An incident tonight has made me realize what type of person I am. This is only from my own point of view, I don't know how you guys view me lar...

Here goes...

I'm a person who doesn't believe in "comforting" and "consoling". I'm a person who believes taking it hard and using it to makes yourself stronger. I won't be the type to say, "ah, it's alright. You did your best, it's not your fault."

I'm a person who'll say, "if you give up now, what about the damn future? It's your choice, you know..."

Yes, I'm a mean person who'll give up on you if you give up on yourself.

I won't say stuff you want to hear like, "don't give up! As long as you don't give up, you can do it!"

I'll say stuff like, "suck it up, you big baby! Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger! You wanna give up? Your choice!"

Now notice, both ways are still saying "don't give up". Just in different ways. Nicely, harshly. I believe in the latter.

Anyways, about to go off to sleep now.

Leaving with a cute picture of only my FAVOURITE team in Prince of Tennis. HYOTEI!

241008

2008-10-24T22:17:00.003+08:00

Went back to church today for the "Shot to Fame" thing. Potae's band was entering and they got in first place for their category.

Congrats to "The Focus" for winning!

They had praise and worship. Before church though, I went to my grandmother's house for dinner. Yummy! ^^

Then I went with Ryan(Tan). It was really strange. It felt like everyone was looking at me...

Anyways, all the contestants were awesome. Their voices were fabulous!

Dorothy invited me to go. But she was coming late and I couldn't find her cell group so Ryan and I sat with Elyn's cell group instead.

After the entire thing, I got to saw like...ex-ex-cell group members. Joshua, Christina, Pepsi, Sarah, Elyn.

I saw Lokies too! What he's doing there, I don't know. I suppose Carol invited him out. He sat with her cell group though, I suppose.

During the altar call, Elyn was asking, "Not going?"

I shook my head.

She then asked, "what happened?"

"Nothing."

"If there's nothing, why did things change?"

Change is the only constant in life, I wanted to tell her. They only said change. They didn't specify for the better or worse. And it'll be from our own point of view anyways. So what might be good for me, might not be good in their eyes.

If I had told her that, it'd start up yet another talk and another talk is what I couldn't afford. My uncle was outside to send me home already.

But...I really do miss friends in church.

And get this straight, I did NOT leave because of the multiplication of our cell group into 3.

If it was because of that, I would have left in December, not April.

...

I'm what Dirge once called a "bearer of pain". He said that if there were any problems, I wouldn't find a way to solve them. I'd bear them. And soon enough, I'd get used to it and it wouldn't be a problem any more.

He saw that in me. And although I might not act like it, I'm a person who doesn't take risks. I play it safe. Better safe than sorry you know? And since 'safe' isn't so bad and I'm satisified with it, why go for a bigger prey when there's a chance that I'll lose everything?

...

I'm having mixed feelings about church. I want to go back and yet I don't.

Anyways, gonna go watch Dream Live 5th now. Leaving with an abstract.

I REALLY like this one!

231008 - Happy, angry, happy

2008-10-23T15:11:00.002+08:00

My blog entry will go in this order... First, random shit. Second, ranting on my results. Third, my holiday plans. So it'll be...happy, angry, happy.

Enjoy.

One of the 'funnest' day I've ever had in secondary school. Kept fooling around, laughing till my stomach hurt and there were tears in my eyes.

We watched Xiao Hai Bu Ben 2 in mothertongue class. Crystel and Min Jei cried. In class. Damn.

Created a new character last night. Spent about half-an-hour working on his image. Damn, he looks good.

Terry "Tech" Thurston.

Love him. I can tell he's going to be one my favourites soon.

Some rude guy just called, asking who I was and all that. That banter continued for about a minute. Accusing me of calling him, using the house phone. Dumbass. It's a house phone. It might not have been me.

So I told him that. Asked who my brothers were. Obviously, because he was speaking chinese and Ayron was having tuition, I said Ayrton first. Then he told me to tell Ayrton to call "Jessie."

Right, wasted a phone call on that guy. Not even an apology.

Whatever. Also, I practically deproved at every single subject, even though I studied like mad. Here's my results.

English Language - 78 - A1
Chinese N(A) - 40 - U

Apparently, the teacher lied to the class about having only two boys fail. If she was trying to save me embarassment, she's idiotic. Having said that, she brought my hopes up high and then they crash and burn.

Mathematics - 59- C5
Science - 56 - C5
Geography - 66 - B3
History - 46 - U
Literature - 63 B4
Design and Technology - 65 - B3
Home Economics - 59 - C5
Visual Arts - 62 - B4

Total: 594/1000
Percentage: 59.4%
Class Position: 11/40
L1B2 Aggregate: 7
Promotion Status: Promoted to S2 Normal (A)

I really hate myself right now.

Goddamit, I studied, alright?! I fucking studied! Never thought this situation was actually possible. A student studies but still does badly.

I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me! I just can't get this fucking stuff!

I deproved!

I used to be in position 9, now I'm 11. I failed only one subject for SA1. Now I failed two.

I got 42 for Chinese before. Now it's 40.
I got 83.8 for English before. Now it's 78.
I got 60 for science before. Now it's 56.

What is wrong with me?! I studied like never before for this damn exam! And yet, exams I hardly studied for in the past, I scored better!

Urgh...

Okay, I've calmed down. I'm calm.

...not to mention the fact that all my lessons in November now take place in the afternoon. Damn it. It seems longer that way sometimes.

OH AND I'M GOING TO HOKKAIDO!

This morning, I gave my mom the slip for telling the school if we're going anywhere during the holidays. I wrote in all the details of our New Zealand trip.

And then my mom wrote in Hokkaido.

Apparently, my God-mother really DID strike the lottery and she's bringing me along! From December 26th to January 2nd at night.

I CAN'T BELIEVE IT! I REALLY MISS JAPAN!! HOOOOKKKAAAIIIDDDOOOO!!

I love Hokkaido! Not very well known, but it's the best place to be in Japan! Better than Tokyo!

Tokyo is so business and big city. Hokkaido is calming with beautiful scenery and small shops and cute places to visit. Like the clock tower and such.

This is the first holiday where I'm spending so much time away from my computer.

To sum it up;

I will be having Japanese and Speed-typing classes in November afternoons. I will be going to New Zealand from December 6th to 16th. I will be going to Hokkaido from December 26th to January 2nd where I can show off a bit of my new Japanese.

But I'll be spending so much time away from my baby...AND I WON'T BE ABLE TO SEE KENKEN! NOO!

But still, I'm excited. I might as well spend as much time with my computer now before I'm seperated from it! BABY!

I always liked this abstract. A bit scary if you imagine yourself in the water. You know I have a fear of the ocean or deep waters.

...somehow, all abstracts scare me sometimes.

211008 - Rant

2008-10-21T20:04:00.003+08:00

I'm sick. Again.

Asthma attacks and conveniently, my inhaler has run out of medicine... Our family doctor is closed by now and he isn't working tomorrow...

Broncho- something...

Technically, I can't go to school until I get my inhaler which will be on Thursday. But I have to go on Thursday to get my report book anyway.

It's like some damn thing is blocking my throat and I have to take deep breathes just to breath normally...

Damn... WE WERE GOING TO DISCUSS THE BLACK MASQUERADE THING TOMORROW! I HATE MY ASTHMAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ARRRRRGRGHHH!!!!

AND I WAS GOING TO GET THE GIRL SCOUT COOKIES FOR AYRTON TOMORRROOOOOWW TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ASTHMAAAAAAAAAA I HAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTEEEEEEEEEE YYYYYYYYYYYOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

211008

2008-10-21T18:14:00.002+08:00

Both Ryans and Wei Kiat came over today. Watched Hearty Paws. Hmm... Didn't cry. Not even close.

Wei Kiat half pissed me off. Not going to say why.

Played PS2. I'm losing my touch. Enjoying another bottle of that naturally brewed root beer which I will now call Holy Beer.

Love Prince of Tennis.....

Yeah, they're gone. Going to school tomorrow for CCA, unfortunately. Guess my holiday ain't here yet.

This picture always reminded me of snakes and serpents...

211008 - Good Holiday

2008-10-21T09:04:00.002+08:00

Finally got to watch Death Note 1 and 2. Also, planning to watch a movie called "Hearty Paws". About a dog. Ayrton watched it and cried.

...

A-Y-R-T-O-N. Ayrton Sim. He cried.

Hohoho... challenge for me... I've never cried at any movie before... Ryan(Tin) says he might come over and watch it. He came over yesterday too.

...

Is this going to become a daily basis? Because I'm not sure I can take too much.

Anyways, school today but decided to skip it. Yeah, got up at 6.30. Was actually going for a jog with Ryan(Tan) but then he couldn't make it. And then, well...yeah, I got up at 6.30 for no actual reason.

But more time on the computer so...yeah. It's good.

When confirming the time, date and stuff for our Japanese course yesterday, Ryan(Tan) and I also signed up for a speed-typing course.

Now, I can type fast. But my hands aren't in the correct position.

So it's... Every Tuesday and Thursay, 10 - 11.30, Japanese classes.

And every Monday and Wednesday, 10 - 12, Speed-typing classes.

Very productive Holiday, I must say. I'll finish those classes RIGHT before December. A few days later, December 6th, New Zealand. Decemeber 16th, I come back for some good old slacking with my computer and thumbdrives and Kino and KenKen.

Yes, a good holiday indeed.

191008

2008-10-19T18:30:00.004+08:00

Emily just mistook Kino for a boy. Lokies tried to sell me his laptop and said KenKen looked like a girl. Just like Ms Bay.

WHAT IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE?! He's obviously a guy!!

Ah, does it really matter? Whatever. I love Kino, I love KenKen, I love my computer, love my thumbdrive, nothing else matters.

I'm going for the hike tomorrow after all. I wanted to spend a few more moments with my class before the holidays. I mean, how bad can it be right? Half the class will be gone.

We've been divided into two groups.

Index numbers one to twenty and twenty-one to forty. Mr Hoon is going with the latter group which leaves poor index number 6, me, with...well...just read on.

But honestly, how bad could the hike be, right?

I just have to wake up at the godforsaken hour of 6 in the fricking morning.

Go to school and have people stare cause I have to wear my back brace.

Cower in fear because I'm afraid of heights.

Have the guys annoy me.

Have the sun laugh down at me.

All the while with one Mdm Wang Xiu Fang who is, by the way, my mothertongue teacher and if you haven't guessed, whose guts I absolutely hate and whom I thought I had saw the last of on our last mothertongue lesson.

Nothing to worry about at all!

...

...

...maybe I should stay home tomorrow.

Anyways, presenting you with an abstract. This one always gave me chills down my spine. It literall scares me.

Don't know why but it gives me the idea that I'm trapped and I'm trying to escape or something because if I don't, I'll die, I'll just die!

Yes, this abstract scares me but yet, it captivates me...I have a morbid fascination with it...so...pretty...

191008

2008-10-19T15:23:00.002+08:00

Kino's lounging on my bed, I'm listening to my favourite songs, my computer and thumbdrives are working with me and it's my favourite weather right now; dark and windy. XD

My Japanese Language classes start on November 4th but I'll miss two lessons because of the New Zealand trip. Guess what? My cousins, Ryan and Lindsay, will be joining me for the lessons too. It's a two month thing.

Every Tuesday, 10am - 12 noon. But that means I'll miss out on some CCA sessions too.

Well, not much to blog about. Ayron's cell group's outside right now. I haven't eaten anything so far. No appetite for no reason. Coke is the only thing I'll take in now.

Haha...Kino seems to be afraid of the lightning. She's crawling under my table now.

KenKen, show your teeth when smiling, it looks better, really. XD

181008

2008-10-18T11:26:00.003+08:00

Yes, I deleted the post I made before this... a friend of mine told me it was in fact, ILLEGAL. I didn't know. So, yeah. If you read it already, okay.

School's coming to an end.

I know I should probably be jumping for joy. For some reason, I ain't. There's a sense of regret.

Damn, I hate this.

Turned down going for the sentosa thing today too with Dorothy. My cousin, Dayna, came over.

Blah blah blah

I'm boored...

Don't drink too much, KenKen... Don't know how he could down that thing, it's red wine.

171008 - Happy Birthday Dave!

2008-10-17T21:04:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVE! YOU ARE SEVENTEEN NOW! ^^ Have a cake on me! =P

KenKen! Over-reacting with the Wii controls. Look at the concentration on his face! WOW! Although, in this position, he looks like he's singing with the controller in his right hand. Haha!

161008

2008-10-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

There's no school tomorrooow!! So, this is my plan...

- Computer
- Kino
- Computer
- Food
- Computer
- DVD
- Computer
- ...computer
- ...computer
- ...computer

Yes, yes! I'm guilty of loving my computer too much! Lock me away and throw away the keys!

Don't wanna go for the hike on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. Mom's allowing me to stay home, so I'll only go back on Thursday. ^^

Then holidays are here!

I'd be lying if I say I wouldn't miss 1N2. Because I will, really! A bit.

I'll miss scaring Jodie and playing truth or dare with her. I'll miss going crazy with Shobana. I'll miss -I can't believe I'm saying ths- playing Naruto with Ernest -yes, I'm crazy- and Xu Hao -even crazier-!

And here are my results:

English - A1
Mothertongue - Don't know overall yet.
Art - B3
Science - C6
Mathematics - B4
History - U
Literature - Don't know overall yet.
Music - 11/12, so I take it was an A1
Home Economics - Don't know yet

No way I can promote to Express now.

Anyways, I think I did somewhat okay. Can't believe I failed History though. 46...

Watched "Boys Love" on crunchyroll. I...love it! It's so adorable!! Ah...two hot guys together...Forbidden love, so romantic! But then the uke in the relationship dies. ...His jealous friend kills him. SUCKY ENDING!

Uke means the uh...not dominant one. Yeah, that's right.

Anyways, this is how good KenKen is at darts! ^^ Good, ain't he?

151008

2008-10-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

Went back to school today.

After 4 rounds in E.T., my gastric pain got too much to handle and Mr Lim noticed... Phooey... I knew I should've eaten dinner last night...

Went to the toilet to wash my face, he gave me permission to get milo and so I stood at the canteen, watching my friends run with jealousy in their eyes.

I joined them on our last round but soon regretted it.

Vomitted later on...

How can I vomit out anything if there is nothing in my stomach to begin with?

-.-

Anyways, did nothing but slack today. So far, I know I got 60 for maths. I passed my chinese, overall. English, not overall, is 72.7. Science, 53. Music, 11/12.

Don't know anything else though...

...

^^ KenKen with a puppy! It's a toy terrier, I think? He already has two dogs though...

141008

2008-10-14T17:25:00.003+08:00

The snake's eyes snapped wide open. The boy sleeping within it's hold had stirred a bit. When the boy relaxed his muscles and the snake was sure he was sleeping, it closed its eyes again.

Had a little debate with Gurmeet.

The time during which I hated my class was good for me. I could really observe people then. But of course, all's good in class now. Somewhat. Haha, things are going okay. ^^

You're as stubborn as I am.

Didn't go to school today, but will be going tomorrow.

Went to school to return a book to Afiqah after school let out though.

Ernest, Xu Hao, Martin and Luqman spotted me.

I can read you.

Anyway, can't wait for school tomorrow. Shocking, I know. There's ET! WHOO!! I hope my stamina and endurance hasn't dropped yet.

My friends told me I passed Chinese. I hope it's true. I'll find out tomorrow. help me...

Hoping for the best. JIAYOU BELLE! ^^

The things you want must be taken with your hand.

Blasting off now folks! ^^

131008 - Eagle Eye

2008-10-13T18:43:00.002+08:00

When I woke up, remains of the headache was still there. Took panadol, went back to sleep.

When I woke up again, headache was gone. Hallelujah because I actually accepted Ryan's invitation to go out for a movie today.

He already got the tickets, so I didn't have to pay. ^^

It was also a chance for me to show off my new, obviously too big, brown hoodie. It's actually for guys so yeah... But that's why I like it! It's so big, it gives space inside and it's really, really comfy...

Wearing it to New Zealand.

Eagle Eye is a fantastic movie! ^^

Anyway, going back to school tomorrow. ...yay...

In the theatre, people kept messaging me...what great timing...

Dorothy said something about inter-school games...something about Hui Mei being one of the game masters...something about sentosa...something about bringing friends.

Huh...nostalgic much?

Hyotei Cast. ^^

121008

2008-10-12T21:02:00.002+08:00

Didn't go to Junction 8 after all.

Watched CSI: New York with mom at 1.

Computer, computer, computer

Went out for dinner with my grandmother who's been discharged.

Not much...

Not going to school tomorrow...

Another darn headache...And NO, it did not come from drinking the root beer...

Everytime I cough, more pain goes to my head...dammit...

Haha...LIVE Kirihara Akaya...worse subject = english...
that's why the book's upside down.

111008

2008-10-11T11:46:00.002+08:00

I'm going out with my mom later to buy clothes for the New Zealand trip. Today and tomorrow's shopping day.

It's the only weekend where my mom doesn't have mah jong.

Anyway, I got my thumbdrive now. 8GB. So, I can store my videos inside and still watch them and my computer has more space so I can download MORE videos. ^^

I love my new thumbdrive...

I also realize that I like those guys wearing spectacles in animes.

Ouran High School Host Club: Ootaro Kyouya
Naruto: Yakushi Kabuto (Not my favourite, but I like him.)
Bleach: Ishida (Once again, not my favourite)
PRINCE OF TENNIS!!: Rikkaidai's Yagyuu Hiroshi(second fav from Rikkaidai), Higa Chuu's Kite Eishirou, Hyotei's Oshitari Yuushi(third fav from Hyotei), Seigaku's Inui Sadaharu(third fav from Seigaku) and so on and so forth.

They're COOL nerds...hehe...

Downing another bottle of the naturally-brewed root beer. Love the aftertaste. Bouth four bottles, Jaslin wants one so one is given to her, the other three are mine. Um...okay, other two.

Was just thinking though, I love my computer...

Lindsay(my God-sister) slept over last night, cute adorable lil girl. Turning nine this year.

She recently got into Naruto, and just like all the other fangirls, she loves Sasuke. Or as I call it: Sa-su-gay.

She's onto chapter 57 or so.

I'm sleeping over at her place tonight, most probably. Yeah, so...

I'll be going to Junction 8 tomorrow to get more clothes with my mom. When November comes, I'll be getting my hair cut again. It's getting longer...

Picture: Top half is the second cast of Seigaku. Bottom half is the first and only cast of Hyotei. Shishido Ryou, played by Kamakari Kenta, is the one with the cap. ^^

Backstage shots.

091008

2008-10-09T19:28:00.002+08:00

Went out to meet Akif and Wei Kiat at 2pm at Lakeside MRT. Then Wei Kiat called and asked: "Where are you? ... But 4pm what... You mean Akif never tell you? Change to 4pm already!"

Gee, thanks a lot guys.

Anyways, then went over to Akif's void deck which began a strange 1 and a half hours which included wigs, a portable CD player and High School Musical.

When Akif needed to go back up to his house, I saw two cats. One FULLY black cat and another cat 60% black and the remaining 40% white on it's stomach.

The fully black one, which I shall now refer to as 'Unlucky', was a real friendly cat. It took a while, but it finally succumbed to my charms!

While trying to become friends with the black-white one, it's almost scratched me with its razor-like claws!!

I then began mumbling all the profanities in my vocabularly.

After the entire thing, I went home. This Sunday, Akif and Wei Kiat want to do a copy of High School Musical 1 and 2. They want me to play Sharpay...

WHAT THE HELL!?

ASHLEY TISDALE HAS LONG HAIR!! LOONG!

I look like a freaking guy! Geez! Hoping to get a different 'part' this Sunday...

Going on a shopping spree tomorrow with my mom! NEW THUMBDRIVE HERE I COME! NEW CLOTHES HERE I COME!

Clothes for the New Zealand trip! I'm going to New Zealand in December for TEN days! December 6th to 16th!

Only downside is no computer, no Kino... T-T

But there's horse-riding in New Zealand! I haven't rode a horse since I was 5!

Tour group of course. ^^

KenKen eating...something cuisine. XD

091008

2008-10-09T09:49:00.001+08:00

But I really do love my computer. When it's working with me. Guess I just gotta treat it nice and it'll do the same for me.

I love you, computer.

091008

2008-10-09T09:39:00.002+08:00

...

I just made a fool out of myself last night, didn't I?

...

At least I know I wasn't drunk. There wasn't a hangover this morning. Must've been the headache or I was just delirious.

...

EEXXAAAMMS ARE OOOOVVEERRR!!

Chinese oral...um...conversation. The teacher asked a question but I didn't understand what was ke fu. So I sad: uh...dui be qi lao shi, dan shi, ke fu shi she me? (Sorry teacher, but what is ke fu?)

-.-

PAIISEEH!!

Oh...so it's overcome.

Going out with Akif and Wei Kiat later. I'M FREE FROM THE TORTURE KNOWN AS EXAMS!!

Kato Kazuki who played Atobe Keigo.

...

Isn't he cute?

2008-10-08T19:21:00.001+08:00

hUng out with Akif and Wei Kiat tday at Akif's void deck.

We decided to do a little skit. Wei Kiat was the cameraman...

But we kept messing up so we hsd to keep re-talking and re-taking and re-taking ang re-tKING...

lots of funn.

then Akif went for his singing lessons. s

A;right... had this so called naturakky brewed root beer..I can smekk akcohol but they say ot'a a;cohol-free..

It's in a tiny beer bottle, sorta...

ever since drinking it, i;ev had this strange heafache..

Starting to wonder if there was alcohol in it but the manufactuers liedf about it/

Ahh...pain...

thanjs to the musicals, i've learbed more Japanesr e=words..

or=e wa makeanai! ( i won't ;ose)

shuggo! (reunionj)

Suhnohama ( BEaCh)

ASoko! (there)

Renshuu hajimeru yuo! (let's begin pratifce.)

blah blah blah

head hrts too much to blog about the sentences.

But still, i'm going to drink another bottle. hhehe...it's strangely nice.. goign tp enjoy htis last bottle as well as i cacn

ahh...pain..

Anyways , big news but can';t blog about it until thefinal conclision...

Last dya of examinatiojn tomrow... finally the torture is over...

wanted to post pictuers again but computer's not working with me again. but it's resourcefulf...

I love you computer!

haha...

oh god.. paanasdol pleese.

071009

2008-10-07T11:29:00.004+08:00

I'm doomed... I bombed my Home Ec. Exam... Hey, hey, hey! Before you say stuff like: "It's home ec! How can you bomb it?!"

They asked stuff like...name two type of shellfish or stuff. Which oil is the healthiest? And stupid me...I thought olive oil was something used for the bath or something so I circled COCONUT oil instead. Then my mom told me that it was olive oil and...well, to sum it up, I was banging my head with my Home Ec. book for the next few seconds.

Anyways, tomorrow is art and then oral. At least there's no picture discussion. =)

Took the MRT home with Shobana and we were laughing about shit we don't even know about. Singing the "the lion sleeps tonight" song or whatever. HAHA!

Anyways, I heard another two songs which touched my heart. From the musical again. It was just so...touching, so true and so encouraging.

The first song is a slow song, bringing tears to my eyes. It was during the second cast's graduation and it brought a feeling of appreciating your final result after all the hard work.

Working hard, bringing sweat that turns into beautiful crystals.

The second song is a very...enthusiastic song. The way I decipher it, it brought to me a feeling to never give up. I know, I know. You all heard the "never give up" thing many times before.

But the words of the songs joined together with the tune, it's just beautiful.

Crystal

"A hard-working effort will turn into sweat and that sweat is called crystal."

On My Way

"Fighting on is the proof of living."

Yeah, this is the phrase under "Words of the Day", it's just so meaningful to me...

I love whoever wrote these songs...

OKAY, FLUFFY TIME OVER.

Kamakari Kenta who played as Shishido Ryou in the musicals.

051009

2008-10-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

I'm crying and I love it.

I'm on my way. =)

051009 - Stampede

2008-10-05T21:22:00.001+08:00

WAS going to put another picture. But then the darn computer got in my way again.

Anyway, today, Mom got me to wear a fricking skirt to go to a fricking fuction party. Buffet.

Weird people, but they know how to eat.

A fricking skirt.

I almost cried.

It was like seeing a guy in a skirt when I looked in the mirror. IT WAS HORRIBLE!

There was an arcade though.

Played air hockey, my favourite. ^^

Maths paper tomoroow, as I have mentioned previously.

Dammit.

Four more days...Four more days...Four more fucking days and I'm free...

I'd be lying if I said I said I'm not scared. I am. Terrified even.

Not because of the exam.

Just scared in general. I have no idea why.

Maybe it's because I know one day I'll die. We all do.

I might go to hell.

That's the scary part.

Maybe I'm scared because I know I might never amount to anything. And I just need someone to tell me I will and mean it.

Maybe I'm scared because I know that it's easy to say "I love you" but it's not easy to mean it.

Maybe I'm scared because I think I'm slowly losing myself to something I don't even know.

Maybe I'm scared because...

I'm just scared. That, I know for sure.

It's so real this time. It's like...it just revealed itself from the haze and fog, coming into focus.

And I see it, I hear it and I feel it. Boy, do I feel it.

It's all coming at me at once. It's like a stampede. I'm caught in the middle. Each time I'm knocked down, I get back up and face the rush again. But I'm knocked down again and again and again and again and again.

But I'm getting up each and every time.

I don't know if I can keep getting up until the stampede's over.

Now I finally know what I'm afraid of.

I'm afraid of not being able to make it. I'm afraid one day, I try to get up, but I can't. And I've lost the battle. And I'm dead.

I'm not letting that happen. I can't let that happen.

051009

2008-10-05T19:04:00.000+08:00

Math Paper 2 tomorrow.

I'll pass. Maybe not by much, but I'll pass. Then I won't have to retain.

At least, that's what I've been telling myself.

Anyways, exams are over this Thursday. I can hardly wait! From then on, it's slack, slack, slack.

Still love PoT. It's the best anime EVER!! Well, next to Naruto at least! ^^

Going to watch the musicals now. And enjoy my dinner. Will blog more later about me being in a freakin SKIRT today.

Dammit.

I was bribed...

051009

2008-10-05T10:23:00.000+08:00

Big surprise;

My computer ain't working with me again. Seriously, I need to up my Hard Disk C's GB. Because everytime it's full(with PoT videos), the entire computer stops fuctioning properly.

I swear, next year, I'm going to make sure the fucking Hard Disk C is more than 2GB, maybe 4GB or 8GB...

Urgh...please let time zoom past...so that when I wake up tomorrow, my mom tells me we're ready to move to Centris...

041009

2008-10-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

Petenshi. Yays.

I'm bored.

What are Electrons?

I wonder how wigs feel like...

Anyways, I've been listening to songs from the NEW musicals. LOVE THEM ^^

I just found out that the voice actor for Atobe Keigo from Prince of Tenis is the same person for Grimmjow Jaggerjack from Bleach. Maybe that's what made them my favourites, their voices. ^^

Nothing much to do. Mom says she might be getting a new car. The Lexus has reached my mom's limit of five years.

Oh wells.

Can't wait for the holidays. It's just a few weeks away. October 25th is the first day of freedom.

October 25th
October 25th
October 25th
October 25th, I love you. ^^

031008

2008-10-03T19:32:00.003+08:00

Why is it that people persist in doing certain things even when they know it'll hurt?

E.g., a person who maybe...sprained his ankle! But wants to continue playing sports cause it's fun. Stubborn.

Or maybe a person who know thinking about a certain other is going to hurt but they think about them anyways.

Or maybe hearing something you know will hurt you, but insisting on hearing it again and again and again.

How we humans can get joy from the most painful things, I'll never understand.

We all go through it, but yet, none of us seem to understand it.

Anyway, during exam midst, you really seem to forgot just what day it is. I actually forgot today was Friday until somebody told me there wasn't school tomorrow.

Hallelujah...

I finally get to relax for a day or two. Today's exam was fine, by the way. There were some questions I was very confident about in answering. Some, I didn't really know what the hell they were talking about. Over fifty, I think I can get thirty and above.

Took MRT home today instead of bus and met with 1E2's jerks. Namely, (according to they're annoyance level) Carson, Yew Leng and Daryl.

Apparently, I'm going to be living near some of them next year seeing as I'm moving to Centris. Goddamit.

Ryan still owes me my electronic dictionary. Said it could bring his Mothertongue grade from a C6 to a B4. He really owes me big time. >=D

I'm in debt to all the animes I watch. ^^

Naruto, Bleach, Prince of Tennis, Wolf's Rain, Ouran High School Host Club(yes, even a host club), Fruits Basket, etc etc

You realize that these animes tend to bring out th best in you. Concepts such as "don't give up" or "just press forward" usually come up.

I love anime...always have, always will.

And I must be becoming sensitive! DAMMIT! Several times now, I find myself tearing up at song lyrics or...stuff!

DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT ALL TO HELL!

Grr...I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THIS!

DAAAAMMMIIIITTT!!

Okay...that's over with. No...wait...

DAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!

Okay, now it's really over with. ^^

021009

2008-10-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

Visited my grandmother in the hospital just now. She seems fine, though. Still smiling as always. =)

She complained of having breathing problems and may have to go for surgery. I'm hoping for the best.

I've studied for Physics tomorrow. No matter how difficult it is, though.

Finally managed to pass Fong his birthday present. Emphasis on Finally.

Anyways, tomorrow is the exam, of course. Wish me luck.

Anyways, pictures of Prince of Tennis. First one is of Rikkaidai. The third one from the left is Kirihara. And the first one from the right is also a new favourite of mine. Mainly because, he's a trickter. ^^

Atobe is the main one in the pic, the one with the brown scarf. Told you he was a narcissist. XD

300908 - Prince of Tennis

2008-09-30T14:23:00.002+08:00

Finished the paper in half an hour. Slept for the next hour. Literally slept. Not just like lay my head on my hands, you know.

Good nap.

Downloaded MORE Prince of Tennis videos.

THE WINNER IS HYOTEI! THE LOSER IS SEIGAKU!
(Katsun wa Hyotei! Makerun no Seigaku!)

Anyways, no school tomorrow. ^^

Oh yeah, the "whatever doesn't kill you only makes you stronger" thing? Well, it only applies if you're willing to learn from your mistakes. People beat themselves up over things, they never become stronger. Pity, huh?"

List of people I have come to find myself squealing over(be it fictional or not) in Japan (according to how much I squeal over them):

1. Kirihara Akaya (Prince of Tennis *DEMON MODE!! SQUEEEAAL!*)
2. Moriyama Eiji (The best actor for Momoshiro Takeshi out of all three, honestly)
3. Grimmjow Jaggerjack (BLEACH)
4. Hidan (NARUTO)
5. Momoshiro Takeshi (Prince of Tennis)
6. Kaidoh Kaoru (Prince of Tennis *His name, 'Kaoru', is actually also a girl's name XD*)
7. Tuti (Tsuchiya Yuuichi. Partnets with Moriyama Eiji in *pnish*)

And the newest one so far...

Ah...toh...beh...Kei...go...

ATOBE KEIGO!! (Prince of Tennis) KYAA!! Currently, I think he's number two in the list? Yeah, coz there aren't many videos of Moriyama Eiji or *pnish* yeah. So can't do much squealing for him.

Reasons why I like Atobe:

He's rich, which is kinda cool.

He's a narcissist, which makes him absolutely hilarious, especially when he says stuff like: "Be awed by my prowess! Be awed by my echo! Be awed by my voice! etc etc"

He plays awesome tennis.

He loves Greek mythology, just like I love legends like Zeus or stuff.

His ability to keep his cool.

His quick-thinking.

Yeah, these are just a few of the reasons why he's one of my favourite Prince of Tennis characters, Kirihara Akaya being the first.

Kirihara is playful, mischevious and well...a trickster. What I like about him though, and as morbid this may sound, it's true, is the fact that he's violent.

He's 14 but one the best players in tennis. When angry, he goes into this state called Bloodshot and all he focuses on is injuring his opponent. If by any chance, he got injured in the match while in Bloodshot mode, he goes into another mode called Demon Mode which makes him more violent than before. ^^

The fact that he is a rebel is also cool. ^^

Okay, enough talking about stuff you guys don't really care about. Going to watch Prince of Tennis Dream Live 3rd. The first cast for Prince of Tennis have already graduated. This is the second cast.

Sad.

The previous Momoshiro Takeshi (Moriyama Eiji) has a better voice and looks for the character instead of the one in the 2nd and 3rd casts.

290908

2008-09-29T19:34:00.002+08:00

The computer is somewhat working properly again (after I "System Restore"ed everything). Unfortunately, because of the Systetm Restore thing, my videos of Prince of Tennis were deleted. And now, I have to start the gruelling process of downloading all of them again.

-.-

Studying for history really paid off. There were some questions I could do, some I couldn't. Dang. Well, I think I can get a high 'B' for this one. ^^

Tomorrow is Mothertongue. Wish me luck.

Anyways, I'm bringing my jacket tomorrow, even if it isn't raining. Because I'll most probably finish the paper in a few minutes and I want to have something soft to rest my head against. XD

No, seriously.

Anyway, went out with my aunt just now. Needed to buy this...contraption for me to wear to straighten out. It's quite...comfortable, you could say.

Nothing much to blog about. Just an update, ya know?

Also, I heard from a friend of mine, someone called coconutbras.com had been visitng my blog? And I don't know here. Shobana's friend. Dunno how to spell her name but it's pronounced as JOSS-LIN I think?

Anonymous readers. Cool.

280908

2008-09-28T09:49:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating recently.

You know, my computer hates me. Absolutely hates me. It won't work with me, now as I'm blogging this, it's not even the correct "New Post" page for blogger.com.

Something went hay-wired with the Javascript. I don't even know if this will be posted properly, you know?

Urgh...Can't wait till next year. I'm DEFINITELY getting a laptop.

Anyways, I finally finished the 1000 piece puzzle on the Mahjong Table which I have been neglecting for months.

I thought once I finished this, I could get new puzzles. But...then I remembered I still had some more puzzles at home, so no new ones.

Sad.

Anyways, History Exam tomorrow. Will be studying for it soon. Hmm...what chapters are being tested again?

250908

2008-09-25T18:05:00.002+08:00

Yay, saw Ms Bay again! Even if it was only for a little while. ^^

But because she made me so excited to see her, I was hopping down the stairs and then I missed a step and now I have a sprained right ankle!! Let this rest on your conscience, Ms Bay... Hehe...

The 1N1 boys joined us in the classroom. Ms Bay was supposed to come at 12:40 but she had to buy some stuff so she reached around 1+ or so. By the time I got back home, it was nearing three.

We caught up with each other and I just remembered... I FORGOT TO GET HER TO TELL ME THE LIZARD JOKE!! NO!!!

We were discussing our new English teachers after Ms Bay and apparently, N1 doesn't like any of 'em either. Ms Nair, Ms Ng especially and now Ms Krishnan. She keeps on screaming at them too.

Well, had to come home. Had a meeting with a friend online, yeah.

But all in all, it was good to see Ms Bay again! SHE'S IN A BEAUTY PAGEANT(sp?)!! WHOO! Saw the other contestants, they pale in comparison...tsktsktsk

Also, Xu Hao hurt his knee and elbow today while running away from Ernest. Poor guy, it doesn't look too good.

And the rumours about me and Ernest has started up again, unfortunately.

HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY IT BEFORE IT GETS INTO MY CLASSMATES' HEADS?! I DO NO IN ANY WAY HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR ERNEST!

The guy I like is in Japan anyways... ^^ Moriyama Eiji...

Oh wells, while waiting for Ms Bay... Rena, Xu Hao, Ernest and I discussed Naruto(again).

AND I BEAT ERNEST IN AN ARM WRESTLING MATCH!! WHOO!!

Don't know how I did it though... The next three times, he won easily... Hmm...how did I win it the first time?

Anyways, almost beat Guan Yuan. The guy's tough.

But still, beat all the girls!!

So, the guys I have beaten:

-Shaun
-Don
-Ernest
-Xu Hao

The others wouldn't arm wrestle with me...so... Yeah.

Anyways, tomorrow is my English Paper 2 and Literature exam. Heh...

240908

2008-09-24T18:57:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah. Came in first for ET for all six rounds.

Yes, I feel very proud of myself and I think if I can keep this up, asthma will no longer be a problem. Soon, I will have super-human stamina and endurance!

I'll be more than a conqueror.

...

Okay, that sounded strange.

240908

2008-09-24T14:01:00.002+08:00

I'm still laughing my head off!

During mothertongue class, Guan Yuan suddenly asked me to bark, just like I did a few lessons ago. So I did, all the guys started howling like dogs. Yuan Qi, Crystal and Angel were seated around me so we kept goofing off.

People kept asking me to bark, and so I did. Fortunately, I wasn't caught. Then I suddenly made a comment; "This is not a classroom liao, this is farm."

"Moooo!" Angel went.

We laughed all over again.. ^^ Then I made a loud chicken sound which caught the teacher's attention. She thought it was Crystal.

"You were my favourite pupil," she said. "But, you changed!"

She started giving a lecture. When she left, Crystal, Angel, Yuan Qi and I were like; "Who wants to be your favourite pupil? Please lar..."

It really was a farm. There were sheeps, cats, ducks and cows and chickens and...dogs. ^^

I'm proud of my ability.

Anyways, got this quiz from Faith's blog. Thought it looked fun. You can do it if you want. ^^ I have to answer all questions with my initial.

1. What is your name.
BBBBBBelle.

2. A 4 letter word
Beer. Hehe...

3. A vehicle
Is there any that begins with a B? Car, van, truck, motorcyle...hmm...none.

4. The name of a boy you know
...Bertram?

5. The name of a girl you know
...Ano, I don't think I know any girls' whose name starts with B.

6. An occupation
Basketball player.

7. Something you wear
B....BLOUSE! (thinking dirty were you? naughty naughty...)

8. A celebrity
Britney Spears. The easiest.

9. Something found in the bathroom
Bath tub.

10. Reason for being late
Bus was late. (is that even possible?)

11. Something you shout
BOO!

12. A body part
Can't think of any.

13. Word(s) to describe yourself
Belle

^^

Here's *pnish*. Yes, it seems that Moriyama Eiji IS the shortest out of the entire group. He's not short, you see. The others are just...tall. Yeah, when life hands you lemons, make *pnish*!

230908

2008-09-23T22:08:00.002+08:00

Today was okay. Things are slowly getting better in class. I FINALLY DEFEATED DON IN ARM WRESTLING! WHOOOOO!!!

Well, yeah...

Still hate school though... After finding out about Moriyama Eiji and igniting the fire for Prince of Tennis again, just can't wait to get home and turn on this baby...

Up to the last few episodes but most probably go back to watch the old episodes once I'm done.

Played around with Ernest about Naruto. He's already up on Episode 130 in just a few days... Dang. BUT I'M STILL WAY AHEAD OF HIM! Since I read the Manga. Hidan is already long dead and Ernest hasn't even reached Shippuden. XD

Anyways, old photo of drama club freshmen, except me.

230908 - Quiz

2008-09-23T15:07:00.002+08:00

Choo Yuan Qi tagged me to do this... Okays, here we go!

1. What is yuor relationship with the person who tagged you?
We're classmates and friends.

2. Your 5 impressions of her?
Playful, talkative, cute, cuddly and annoying.

3. The most memorable thing she's done for you?
Uh...I don't know...

4. What is the most memorable thing she has said to you?
Wo ai ni.

5. What kind of boys does she like?
Hot ones.

6. If she becomes your lover, you will?
Die.

7. What can she improve on?
...Uh...

8. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
(if ever)Crush her.

9. If she becomes your enemy, it will be because of...?
She drove me crazy.

10. The most desired thing you want to do for her now is?
Get S----l as her boyfriend.

11. Your overall impression of her is?
Playful little chimp.

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
Some will hate me, some can tolerate me, some will love me. (To those who hate me: Don't hate me cuz you ain't me! ^^)

13. What do you love about yourself?
My USA-ness?

14. What do you hate about yourself?
I give up too easily.

15. For the people that care and love you, say something to you;
Thanks, and I love you too!

16. The ideal person you want to be is?
ME!

17. Pass this quiz to ten people

Yeah, about that... I don't think lots of people'll do it so, I'll just skip it. I'll name ten people, but they don't gotta do the quiz.

1. Chris
2. Dirge
3. Johnny
4. Cheryl
5. Rena
6. Ernest
7. Xu Hao
8. Maurice
9. Matt
10. Moriyama Eiji (XD)

18. Who is 6 having a relationship with?
No one. AND I MEAN NO ONE!

19. Is 9 male or female?
(evil)Male.

20. If 7 and 8 are together, would that be a good thing?
If they love each other, I wouldn't mind.

21. What is 2 studying?
The usuals.

22. When was the last time you had a chat with 3?
Uh, I don't know.

23. What kind of music does 8 like?
Not sure...

24. Does 1 have any siblings?
1 younger sister and one older brother. (Sort of like the Sim family!)

25. Will you woo 3?
If he wasn't taken, maybe.

26. How about 7?
Nononononononononononono, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO THINK ABOUT IT!

27. Is 4 single?
Yup.

28. What is the surname of 5?
Chew.

29. What is the hobby of 4?
From what I can see, singing.

30. Do 5 and 9 get along well?
If they were ever to meet, I don't think so. Rena doesn't like jerks.

31. Where is 2 studying at?
Rohawk(sp?)

32. Say something casually about 1.
You're an ass, Chris. And I wouldn't have it any other way. XD

33. Have you ever developed feelings for 8?
No, never.

34. Where does 9 live?
Why would I want to know where a tyrant lives?

35. What colour does 4 like?
Not suer...

36. Are 5 and 1 best friends?
No.

37. Does 7 like 2?
If he did, I'd burst out laughing, really. They'd look so cute together!

38. How did you get to know 2?
GunBound.

39. Does 1 have any pets?
Do fishes count?

40. Is 7 the sexiest person in the world?
No, 10 is!!

41. Is 10 tall?
YESYESYES!! TALL HOTTIe! Taller than me at least. Around my dad's height?

220908

2008-09-22T20:57:00.002+08:00

Ayron thinks Moriyama Eiji is not handsome! How dare he!!

Anyway, was having a conversation with Ms Bay over MSN about Chuckie, Pringles, lizards the size of dragons and the cake fight with we had on her last day in Swiss as an English teacher,

Anyway, added a "Words of the Day" segment on my blog. Will update it every morning before I leave for school. I hope they inspire you, just as they did me.

Paper 1 today. English letter-writing... *Sigh* I BOMBED! I missed out the address, subject and date!! I'm doomed!! That's almost half the marks gone! And chinese...well...I don't even need to say anything, do I?

I can't wait for the next exam! It's inhuman to make us wait three more days until the next exam! It's inhuman, I tell you!

My brain can't wait to start cracking at those questions... Please let Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday zoom past faster than the speed of light.

How fast is the speed of light anyways?

So I was mistaken, there's still one more E.T. lesson before the exams really start.

Can't wait for the exams to be over and then it's slacking time. ^^

Moriyama Eiji! Love the top two pictures the most!

210908 - Happy Birthday Fong, Exams

2008-09-21T21:05:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to one Fong Li Jie! Happy 18th dumbass! XD

Anyways, mugged like hard today! English and Chinese composition tomorrow... I did every single composition topic in my english workbook. Read through my old fanfiction and my recent ones, drew out what made the difference, I think I can get a good mark.

As for chinese... Well...not worth the time.

Anyways, I'm looking at exam schedule right now and I'm drawing out which one I need to work harder on.

English definitely, it is my strongest, I'm giving my all on this way. My hopes are riding with this one subject, if I don't have this one, I'm dead.

Literature. It's a open-book exam so I'm thinking I can do well. It's just like a comprehension and literature is under the English foundation anyways.

History. I just have to memorize some information and put it down in writing the next day. It's just like how I memorized Shawn Michaels' information before. 6"2, 225 pounds, real name is Michael Shawn James Hickenbottom, favourite colour is red, black and white, favourite food is rice, chicken and grilled beef, favourite fast food is pizza, etc.

Home Economics and Art. Home Ec, same as History, just memorize stuff. Art, I'm really working hard on this one, man.

The rest(science, maths and chinese), I can only either fail or do so-so. So I'm not concentrating on them that much.

Now, in each subject. English, I'm especially counting on my composition and comprehension. These two bring in the most marks and they're my best bet.

History, the soure-base questions. It's just like a comprehension with deductive reasoning.

Maths, I'm counting on geometry, ratio and percentage. My algebra? No way.

Science, can't really count on anything. Ever since Mr Hoon took over for the second half of the year, I can't really understand what he's saying. I WANT MR SEOW BACK AS MY SCIENCE TEACHER.

Home Economics, methods of cooking. It's the one I'm best at.

Art, can't really count on much. My drawing absolutely sucks, so I'll have to count on creativity, the idea I have.

Mothertongue, surprisingly, my composition and comprehensions also.

Well, that's it then. Wish me luck and pray for me for tomorrow, yeah! ^^ Appreciates!

190908

2008-09-19T19:39:00.002+08:00

Today was kinda fun! ^^

Ernest, Xu Hao and I kept running around class, trying to hit each other with "Naruto attacks." During lessons, Ernest and I kept showing each other hand seals done by the characters. He just got into Naruto. Whereas I am way ahead of him! So in this matter, I am his shi fu!

Yeah, then during Mothertongue class, someone's soft toy key chain broke and all those tiny white beads inside it? Yeah, Xu Hao collected it.

He dropped it in Min Jei's hair, MY hair (which I got out by asking Rena to pour water over my head)and then the FUNNIEST one of all, our mothertongue teacher's hair!

She has a beehive of a hairstyle!! Angel, Yuan Qi and Crystal took some from Xu Hao and when Mdm Wang's back was turned to them, they kept throwing it over her head, singing: Xia xue le! Xia xue le! (It's snowing! It's snowing!)

And she had no idea! She was walking around with a white spots at the back of her head!! XD

Well, took a nice long nap just now. And dreamed of Yuan Qi, Crystal and Angel bothering me at a playground.

...

Right, anyways, thank God it's friday... My nerves can't take much more of waking up so early...

STILL hooked on Moriyama Eiji!! IIIIYYYAAAA!!! ^^

Just that I think people's tired of seeing his face on my blog all the time. XD

So, abstract!

180908

2008-09-18T17:50:00.003+08:00

C80.

Hate it. Absolutely hate it.

Anyways, today was, in one word; boring.

I found myself nodding off to sleep several times today. Can't help it. The lessons are just too boring... IIYAAA!

Anyways, wanted to print out some pictures of *pnish* and Moriyama Eiji but surprise surprise, Ayrton and Ayron's computers aren't working.

And my the printer won't work with my computer.

Damn.

Next year, when we move to centris, I'll make sure I get my own printer. Got our timetables for the exams today.

AND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE SAY THERE IS NO ORAL!

If there is, I'm aboslutely doomed. Absolutely doomed. IIYYAA!

Having English and Mothertongue Paper 1 on Monday. Hate mothertongue. Hate the subject, hate the teacher.

It's like a tradition for me, really.

I've been writing some fanfiction, it's coming along well. If deemed good enough, will post it. Don't worry though, it's not based on Naruto anymore... That's for sure.

I still love it though. I'm just more focused on Prince of Tennis now. ^^

All thanks to Moriyama Eiji, Gomoto Naoya and Tuti!!

*pnish*

170908

2008-09-17T22:13:00.002+08:00

Whoo boy... I'm bored. I've watched each musical at least more than twenty times already.

And every morning when I wake up for school, I listen to one song from the musical too. ^^

Anyways, changed my blog URL as you can see... OVERCOME YOUR LIMITS!

Just like today. Mr Sashi gave the girls a challenge indirectly. Saying the girls couldn't overtake the boys. And the boys started their run first then after about ten seconds then the girls run after them.

So I caught up with two boy on the first 3 rounds. 1 boy on the fourth. None on the 5. By the 6th round, my stomach had an excruciating pain! EXCRUCIATINGLY PAINFUL!

So I was excused to go to the toilet where I did nothing but lean against the sink and kept wishing for death. After a while, my stomach settled and I returned but they had all finished their other 2 rounds already.

XD

OKAY! Next week, five rounds, I must catch up with the guys! Than 6, 7, 8 until I can keep up with them for all rounds!! ^^

This Friday is the last ET lesson we have before the exams.

Great...

170908

2008-09-17T15:01:00.002+08:00

I wonder how I never realized it these past days, but things in class are better. I still sometimes find this annoying side of them, but recently, it's gotten better.

I now talk with them again. I laugh with them. I whack them.

Things are...progressing nicely.

Anyways, I was supposed to stay back to do a chinese composition but I didn't. Hah...

I feel I do better at home.

I'm watching Prince of Tennis, Anime. And I just realized that a lot of friends' birthdays are coming up.

Time to do some shopping.

160908

2008-09-16T19:57:00.003+08:00

It's painful.

B, learn your lesson, please. Just learn Belle, not to butt into other people's issues. Even if they have a problem you know you can solve.

Belle, you've got to learn to abandon this side of you, it'll just get you into trouble.

Yeah, I've learned my lesson. Helping out a person really doesn't seem to pay off anymore, not like it used to.

Things are so strained...so painful, so hurtful these days.

Sometimes, I just wish I had the ability to hide myself away from the world, just hide in my little fantasy world.

With my characters, my friends. And, nothing could ever get me down, ever again.

Because, I'd finally have friends who'd be there, not just saying it, but really doing it.

Dirge, Josh, I love you guys, you're the best.

Without you two, I'd have lost my sanity and broken down into itty bitty pieces by now. I know I'm in this state, but, without you two, it'd be worse. So, just, thank you. Know that your help is appreciated. Unlike mine.

Sec 1 Drama Mates, my drama queens, I love you all too much to even put it down in words, but I will try. (:

I mean, you just keep this side of me in school alive, without you girls, I'd have broken down in classes all the time. But the remembrance of you guys keep me happy long enough in class just to withstand that lesson.

Chris, you ass...

Sure, you annoy me, but we get on well anyways, and I love you for it. I just wish you were here. You might not know it, but whenever I'm down, it's your words that bring me back to my feet. You're one of the best friends I've ever had, Chris, though you make me wanna tear my hair out at times, you also make me just wanna jump for joy.

I love you all so, so much.

Girls, you were there with me at my best and maybe somewhat my worst. But you drama mamas can brighten up my days. I love you girls!

Guys, you might not be there all the time, but I know you're still caring and worrying about me, thank you so much. I never want to get into situations and have to bother you for help or anything, I just get myself into these things, I just never learn my lessons.

B, learn you lessons now!

B: Lesson learnt. Never help out anyone else again if there is 40% chance or higher that it'll backfire.

K, you're an asshole.

160908

2008-09-16T18:56:00.002+08:00

I'm boreeedd.... still in love with Prince of Tennis musicals. The songs mean so much, they move me to tears!

Anyways, nothing much to blog about.

I hate school.

I'd rather be at home, in front of this beautiful screen, laughing/crying my head off at the musicals over and over and over and over and over again.

I'd be alienated from the world if it wasn't for school.

...

I sometimes wonder if that's a bad thing.

New EL teacher. 4th one this year and she's taking us next year too.

But I still say Ms Bay is the best! ^^

I was reading my previous blog entries. And realized that they were much more in detail than the ones I write.

WELL ANYWAYS, here's a pic of the cast for ONE of the Prince of Tennis Musicals.

More Than Limit St. Rudolph Gakuen

Gomoto Naoya as Kaidoh Kaoru in the bandana, and Moriyama Eiji as Momoshiro Takeshi, the only one without zipping up the jacket. And Tsuchiya Yuuchi(also known as Tuti) as Shuchiro Oishi, fourth one from the left. Tuti is part of *pnish* too! ^^

140908

2008-09-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

Still hooked on Moriyama Eiji, if some of you are still wondering. ^^

Had another strange dream last night. Ryan and I were snake. The second floor of my school where my class was, had snakes everywhere. He and I were stamping on them. At the same time, I had this huge basket of basketballs next to me.

And I was using the basketballs to hit anybody who passes by on the first floor. I hit one guy really hard on the head. He gathered some others and was running up the stairs to get me.

Suddenly, a truck appeared out of no where! Ryan and I got in (I was driving. I can't trust Ryan with the wheel anyways) and we drove down the stairs, crushing all of them.

But instead of blood, there was MILK! And I know it was milk because I saw the milk carton. XD

Anyways, went over to grandma's again. For the Lantern Festival thing. Chatted with the other Ryan, my cousin, Ryan TAN. Yeah, then rushed home so Dad could watch his F1.

Anyways, I was just FOCUSING on the lyrics of some songs.

Whatever type of tempest winds blow, I'm fine. I burn brighter, more violent and hotter.

It just made me think, you know. Sure, people shoot us down all the time.

But it's our choice if we wanna get back on our feet and BURN BRIGHTER. And prove to be more of a challenge to whoever had shot us down in the first place.

Another pic of Moriyama Eiji. And no, I do NOT use his picture as my wallpaper, to the belief of some.

I'm not OBSESSED, you know. XD

130908

2008-09-13T13:09:00.003+08:00

Love...pnish...

Anyways, had one HELL OF A NIGHTMARE last night... whoo...

Well...actually, I had three dreams. The first two were alright. But the last one...brr...

Here's the first one. I met Moriyama Eiji in my dream! He was still in his Momoshiro Takeshi costume like during the musical. It as quite rushed, this dream. But I saw him. ^^

The next one was the longest one. I was a princess. And there were people invading my kingdom. So I had to stop them.

I was on a boat, I said "let me handle it" to some old guy and then without MY control, really, I had no control over myself, I jumped off and into the ocean.

There was a big larger ship to where I was swimming. There was a ladder. But under the water, I saw a huge ass shark! It came at me but I dodged it and quickly climbed up the ship which turned into a place like Narnia.

I was there to steal some stuff, suddenly. And the elephants, ELEPHANTS OF ALL THINGS, guarding the place were so dumb, they couldn't see me if I was right in front of them.

The entire scene changes again. I'm in a garage where I'm freezing myself to death with Moriyama Eiji and another person, I can't remember who.

There was icicles forming from my arms and all. Finally, they let me out. And that was it.

Now, the third dream. Mere words cannot describe how terrified I was, but I will try.

I was with my God-sister, Lindsay, in my mom's room taking a nap. I was baby-sitting her. Then I woke up because I heard a sound. Lindsay did too. And then she said: "Who turned on my Cruella doll?"

If you didn't know, Cruella is the villian in 101 Dalmations. But in the dream, she looked more like Yzma from the Emperor's New Groove.

Anyways, so I took her hand and led her outside. The scariest thing was happening. There was no one home, just the two of us. Thel ights were on in the living room and in the middle of the room was a tiny Yzma-looking like Cruella doll on the floor, walking towards us.

The sounds were...frightening! Creaking here and there. So I took the doll and turned it off. Then I heard a similar sound, but it was coming from the dining table at the end of our house. I walked over with Lindsay in hand.

There was the Yzma-looking like Cruella doll in pieces. Except, it was red now. The noise stopped only to be started again a moment later.

It was coming from the kitchen. I walked over and saw a huge shadow of a Yzma-looking like Cruella doll. I took no more steps, I didn't even want to see it! Just the shadow was enough. IT WAS WALKING IN OUR DIRECTION!

I panicked! In my haste to get help, I let go of Lindsay's hand and ran to the study room, for what, I don't know. I saw the lights on, air-con on and Ayron's handphone charging.

...

I know.

I ran back to the kitchen doorway where Lindsay just stood there. I opened my room door and before I could drag Lindsay in, something dragged her away and the door closed shut.

So my darling God-sister was OUTSIDE, ALONE AND WITH THE FREAKING POSSESSED DOLL!

As I got my handphone, I could hear the doll speaking to her.

"Don't go in. Play with me. I want to protect you."

I opened the window and jumped out. That's when I woke up.

Shit...that was one heckuva scary dream...

Anyways, Wei Kiat and Akif should be coming soon. And I'm going over to my grandmother's house later.

Anyways, Kino has also been SHAVED.

A golden golden retriever becomes a white labradour. AGAIN.

By the way, have any of you listened to "Make You Free" yet? Hope so.

Anyways, this is *pnish*. The theatre troupe that Moriyama Eiji is a part of and is co-leader of.

120908

2008-09-12T15:31:00.002+08:00

I know I just blogged, but I feel a need to again...

Big, stupid tears keep squeezing themselves out of the windows to my soul.

And it's all thanks to this song "Make You Free" by Kimeru. It's Japanese but I translated it here my blog. I've also put it on my blog so you can listen.

At least listen to the chorus and look at the words, maybe it'll bring out a similar reaction, I don't know.

I just...wanna be free.

I just...wanna be happy.

These stupid tears...

First time crying in I-don't-know-how-many months. And it feels good. :)

Verse 1:

Kawaita kaze ni me wo sora sazu ni lens shiboru,
With your eyes squinted from dry wind,

Neratta ashita no katachi o ima utsushidasu yo!
Reveal the shape of your dreamed tomorrow!

Hitori no yoru ni kakureteita,
Though hidden in the night when you're alone,

Sabita kizuato wo kodou no nami ni keshite!
Your rusting weaknesses are washed by waves!

Chorus:

Make you free! Kazamuki wo!
Make you free! Facing the wind !

Make you free! Kawaru no sa!
Make you free! Change it!

Shake your soul! Omou mama ni!
Shake your soul! Just as you like!

Toui asa yori mo tsuyoi hizashi tachi o hikiyosete!
From the distant morning, pull in sunbeams

Oikosu no sa samayou kinou no kage o!
Overtake the lingering shadow of yesterday!

Verse 2:

Nandomo onaji michi de mayotteru kigasuru kedo,
How many times have I felt lost on the same path,

Curve no tsugi no keshiki nara kono mune ni egaku yo?
when my heart paints a scenery around the next curve?

Rule no ito ni ayatsurarete,
Amongst the rules manipulated by strings,

Suwarikomu hi ni mo mezashita sora miagete!
even days you can't go on, look up at the sky and aim higher!

Chorus 2:

Make you free! Bukiyou ni!
Make you free! Clumsily!

Make you free! Sasouyou ni!
Make you free! Call it out!

Shake your soul! Sukoshi de ii
Shake your soul! Even a little!

Atsui nodo no oko kitsui yokubou dake oshikomete,
With a hot throat, choke down your desires,

Amai yume no togegoto sono te ni tsukame!
and grab the fragments of your sweet dream!

Interlude:

Kirei ni hikaru kara,
From the beautiful light,

Ryoute de kabatte!
take it under both wings!

Miugoki torezu ni miteta.
And watch it flutter there.

Glass no yume na do,
A glass-spun dream,

Kobushi de kudaite.
if fisted, would shatter.

Mata sono te de ubaeba ii!
But your hands will reach for it again!

Chorus 3:

Make you free! Itsumademo
Make you free! Forever!

Make you free! Dare yori mo
More than anyone!

Shake your soul! Jiyuu dakara
Shake your soul! Because it's freedom!

Chorus 1 and 2

120908

2008-09-12T14:44:00.002+08:00

Man, thanks to the excitement I've had, this week went past fast!

I kept squealing and laughing at the musicals and taking photos of Gomoto Naoya and Moriyama Eiji on my phone. ^^

HAHA!!

Anyways, I don't know why, but I've got a liking to gay couples, be it fictional or real. Just so sweet and loving... Hee...

ANYWAYS, PRESENTING, GOMOTO NAOYA AS KAIDOH KAORU! ^^

090908

2008-09-09T19:32:00.004+08:00

WHOOO!! COM'S WORKING AGAIN! Was worried sick about it throughout school today.

Anyways, watched the musicals Moriyama Eiji starred in. He acted as the captain of the basketball team in Waterboys which I have watched seven times !! ^^ That's how I learned about him.

He's part of a theatre troupe called *pnish* and is a seiyu(check for it on wikipedia. I'm too lazy to explain), actor and model.

^^

I don't care that the musicals he's in don't have subtitles, just wanna hear his and Gotomo Naoya's voices singing in Japanese... so...dreamy...

Gotomo Naoya is my second fav Japanese actor, next to Eiji!

KKKYYYYYAAAAA!!

THEY WROTE HIS NAME BACKWARDS IN THE PIC BELOW!! ITS MORIYAMA EIJI NOT EIJI MORIYAMA! THAT SOUNDS SO WRONG!

070809

2008-09-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

Went out with dad. He got a hair cut. He finally cut his long hair. He looks like Elvis Presley now... XD

My shoulders are numb. The muscles are stiff and sore.

From boxing on Wii.

T-T

I can barely move them without a grimace or a wince. XD

Anyways, still recovering from the shock that school is tomorrow.

Bag's packed and ready to go though. Just hope I don't gotta stay back tomorrow.

050809

2008-09-05T18:22:00.000+08:00

Can't believe school's in just two more days. Dammit.

The trip to the Library was alright. ^^

Didn't do much today. So...yeah.

050908

2008-09-05T07:39:00.002+08:00

While mostly everyone is still in bed, sleeping while drool drips out of their mouths, I'm here, blogging as I get ready for school.

Just remembered last night that I got Drama Club meeting today at 9 to go to the library.

Yeah, yesterday, an old maid of the Sims came back to visit. In total, she was with us for SEVEN years. Auntie Merci! ^^

We baked brownies and chicken pie and all that stuff. It's pretty cool having her back.

Yeah, I don't know why but I get the feeling that Guurpreet isn't going to show. I don't know, I had a dream about it last night, so...

Hoping for the best.

Leaving this entry here while I go... do some stuff, yeah.

Oh yeah and oddly, I have a strange urge to play Gunbound again. Random, I know.

040908

2008-09-04T22:02:00.003+08:00

Hey, by a show of tags, who actually reads my blog? Just out of curiousity, really. I'm not gonna trash anyone who's NOT reading, just wanna know to see if this blog is worth continuing.

040908

2008-09-04T17:26:00.003+08:00

Ryan came over to return my electronic dictionary.

So we watched Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoeniz and then played Wii.

I KICKED HIS ASS! ^^

We played racing, tennis, ping pong, air hockey, fishing, some Mii game, basebell, bowling and even GOLF.

Much fun. We ended sweating like hell.

He went off a few minutes ago.

Well, that's pretty much all I did.

030908

2008-09-03T15:23:00.002+08:00

Went out with THE bitches today. Akif is still grounded but he can go to the library so Wei Kiat and I went along with him to the Jurong Point Library.

He brought along some maths work but we ended laughing away like hell again. I took a video and I wanted to take a group photo but the battery on my camera JUST ran out as we got into position.

I know, wtf right?

Anyways, we continued on to Jurong Point. And then we took a cab back.

I love these two bitches. We were laughing so hard that OTHER people were laughing at us for laughing so hard. XD

Anyways, Wei Kiat is here. Akif went home cause he had to reach home by 3. Wei Kiat and I are gonna watch a movie, yeah. ^^ THE EYE

Shit, another horror. Don't know how much more my nerves can take...

020908

2008-09-02T22:59:00.002+08:00

Oh Gods, I'm wasting my holiday away. Was thinking of heading down to Changi Airport, you know. Just to hang out.

I'm freakin' bored. Anyone up for that airport trip, let me know. I'll be contacting some of y'all...

Anyways, I'm hyped up. I got these great ideas for new stories, just having some trouble putting them down.

Well, whatever.

God, I'm turning into those "lone wolves" or whatever you call them.

How did it get like this? I mean, I used to be using my class photos as my wallpaper, I'd be recieving SMSes from classmates everyday. And now, nothing.

Ever since the incident with the two girls over the holidays, things just fucking changed. Seriously, I'm fucking pissed about it.

020908

2008-09-02T00:27:00.004+08:00

Okay... Didn't do much today, yeah.

Chatted with Ms Bay for awhile just now.

Watched a bit of TV.

Can't believe I'll already be Sec 2 next year. Man... Time flies...

300808

2008-08-30T21:50:00.002+08:00

Okay. I'm bored. Was watching old Naruto videos. Haven't watched Naruto videos since I started reading the manga. BUt Hidan had FINALLY made an appearance. Love 'im.

Anyways, nothing much to say here. Just that I'm boring myself to death right now yeah.

290808 - Damn Videos

2008-08-29T22:52:00.005+08:00

Internet's fine now. But videos still can't be uploaded... Haiz...

Just spreading some gossip.

I have no idea why I'm looking down at the floor instead of the camera.

Yeah, this is Akif.

Forgot to take a photo of our new trademark.

Me: Yo guys, pick up the phone!
B, WK and A: WAZZZUUPP!!

290808

2008-08-29T22:18:00.002+08:00

Okay. There are some internet problems. It keeps going on and off. Can't get through uploading an entire picture/video.

I'll have to figure something out tomorrow.

YEah, apologies, especially to Akif and Wei Kiat, since I promised them I'd be putting the videos and pictures up by 10 tonight.

Went out to watch Wall-E with my cousin, Delia. Yeah, it's a good movie. Ended at 9. Got home at 10:14. It was at Marina Square.

Anyways, I'm watching the videos over and over again and I'm missing those two bitches. T-T

We planned to go out tomorrow but then Akif's mother grounded him for failing maths. And it's not fun just me and Wei Kiat, so I'll be trying to gather other people to go during the holidays. And two weeks later, when Akif is no longer grounded, the three of us can go out and have some good fun! ^^

290808

2008-08-29T15:16:00.003+08:00

Oh my goodness... I've been gone for 10 months and this is what happens to Lakeside.

IT'S AWESOME! They've painted some stuff on doors and walls, it's beautiful! I saw old friends but I'm still taller than Fox! HAH!

Some couldn't recognize me. They thought I was a guy.

I saw some old teachers. They could all recognize me. ^^

Ayron came along to and Mrs Mahadaven still recognizes him and remembers him from the play. ^^

But the highlight of the day was, I saw Akif again! I've been missing that little bitch!

I saw him, he saw me first. Starting screaming high-pitch. Wei Kiat hugged him, so did I. We spent a few hours together.

He's finally taller than me... and... HIS VOICE BROKE OMG!!

I remember when he was on One Minute of Fame. His voice hadn't broken yet. And his singing REALLY REALLY REALLY reminds me of Lokies now. They are both such divas. ^^

Came over to my house for a while. Played UNO and had the most randomest stuff done!! Took some photos too and a video. I love those two bitches. (Wei Kiat and Akif)

Akif is considering coming to my school next year as my junior. And Wei Kiat is considering TRANSFERRING to my school.

I miss them so much. Akif made a remix of Fergalicious when he was 10, two years ago. I LAUGHED LIKE HELL.

Fergelicious
Definition
I have a big breast.

WAHAHAH! PERVERTED AND DISGUSTING BUT HILARIOUS!

Akif and Wei Kiat were acting like gays. Mostly Wei Kiat. ^^

Most probably will contact both of 'em to go for a movie soon.

Video and photos will be posted soon. ^^

280808 - It's My Business

2008-08-28T14:46:00.002+08:00

I can cross "Playing In The Rain With Friends" off my to-do list before I die now. ^^

Played catching in the rain with some 1E2ians during recess. It was fun. I wished to have played with my own class though...

The rain was quite heavy or so. I got drenched. Carson said my uniform was see-through, zipped up my jacket for the rest of the day until I considered myself dry.

When I went back up to class, recess was still going on. Jodie told me Xu Hao wrote: "Belle dun flirt with 1e2 lar" on the whiteboard. Shobana confirmed later on when I took the bus home with her.

Why must he interfere? It's not even flirting for goodness' sake! I'm just playing catching with them, is that so wrong?! Why can't Xu Hao just leave me alone?

He's thinking: "Belle is 1N2. And because of the incident with Xin Yi(1E2) and Shannon(1N2), cannot friend them lar!"

What, does he want me to die of boredom in my own class?! I just wanna spend time with my friends, even that I can't do?

It's my business if I wanna befriend them. It's my business if I get in trouble for playing in the rain. It's my business if I wanna play with 'em. It's my business, not my class' or anyone else's!

God, can't they just stop with this E2-N2 feud already?!

-Sigh-

Anyways, Ms Tan(HOD of EL Department) spoke to me and some "trouble-makers" after school. I AM NOT IN TROUBLE OKAY!!

She wanted me to just name some people for her. Yeah.

Took the bus home with Shobana. We were thinking of a theme for this term and came up with two.

"Talk to the hand sista!"

"Don't you shush me!" ridiculously shake head and wiggle finger.

XD

OKAYS! Tomorrow, celebrating Teacher's Day! God, I've been waiting the entire year for this!! KYAA!!

270808

2008-08-27T20:39:00.002+08:00

Alright then. I'm still shivering and shaking. Just finished watching Room 1408 with my mom and bro. Made from the story by Stephen King. Brr...

Anyways, nothing much to blog about yeah. Briefed on the Cebu trip thingy yeah.

Oh yes! Saw Amalina on the bus! She hasn't changed much. Though I am surprised that she managed to recognize me with my new hair cut. She goes to Yuhua now. ^^

Anyways, can't wait for Friday yeah! ^^